do no harm:


idit dobb-weinstein: "teaching is action and thinking at once. What I try to guard against most when I teach is not speaking as if my answer were conclusive, so as to avoid (to the extent possible) any kind of dogmatic appropriation. It is understandable why students might wish to imitate their teachers, but there are different modes of imitation. I try very hard to avoid the mimetic appropriation that is immediate, passive, and occludes thinking. One other reason is that if I made clear what my views were, and my views appeared as if they were final, it would preclude the possibility of first, students challenging me and second, learning from my students. The relation between the student and teacher is, to me, a dynamic relationship . . . Teaching and learning is a movement that occurs between. In other words, we are at once both agent and patient, both teacher and learner. If we are not very careful, we can do a great deal of harm. And that, too, I have learned from my teachers, Maimonides especially.

I believe my task is to provoke students to think and to engage them in genuine dialogue and questioning. To paraphrase a rabbinic saying, 'I have learned from my teachers, and I have learned from my peers, but I have learned most from my students.' And that is a continuous process of learning."

Thursday, 23 September 2010

vintage youtube: laud jerome robinson for his courage!!!!!


maryeng1 | May 19, 2010
jerome robinson reads cruel "extracted like the cancer she is" email penned by LACC ASO president james butler-zetino.
the collegian today published an expose of zetino's alleged harassment of a minor and attempt to get her drunk on school money.
unbelievably, the ASO president, in addition to supporting the defamation campaign of sheila dharod (who exposed the corruption), has no clue about email as e-evidence. do not say anything in an email you don't want to see in court, or that conveys corruption and such animosity and cruelty. amazing that this comes to light.
LACC feels like a greek tragedy.
with so much hatefulness, i feel fear.
thank you jerome for shining a light on this cruelty!

speaking engagement with free speech and entertainment lawyer keith fink

i had a dream last night that bartelt stopped cursing and cleaned up his style for his students.
he was doing a great job!

and the reason why this is so important is i am so thankful for some wonderful things i learned in his classes and from his thesis.
the words: transpersonal and polyphasic---he's a genius!  people often are!!!  i told him the sexist stuff was stupid, like a friend telling someone they have spinach in their teeth.  just clean it up and move on!!!!   in the future women will be extremely respected!!!!!!!

as an expert on witchcraft, he might understand blog magic. i felt it was not so strange to use some internet magic to make the world a safer place for women.

richard susskind in a book called the end of lawyers talks of preventative legal risk management as the new wave of legal service.  preventative overhauls would prevent scandals.

a law firm overhauls the legal threats and vulnerabilities to make an org more water tight.
this is what this blog, is and was about.

and then i hit so many brick walls.
i wanted an expansion of the future of the ADA.
i want real equality, not obscure laws that no one has ever heard of . . .
regarding women's right to be educated without harassment and slur and epithet.
same for the transgendered, of which i consider myself one.

i met the most amazingly positive people this week from a PR and marketing firm
inos.biz.

they deal with subtleties of branding, PR, and HR.
http://inos.biz/site/

barry goldberg completely understands.  so much understanding after so little really consoles me.  he understood the whole thing about calling factory farming cowschitz is anti-semitic and gauche and how free speech when it makes you look disrespectful or unrefined can limit your future.


they are like my new best friends for serious real.  maybe they can help LACC rebrand!  like i told duffy when he asked about the blogosphere, if LACC were smart, they would hire someone to make them look good online, and not let anything happen that would threaten to do otherwise, simply from an advertising angle, not just civil rights, or women's rights . . .

for instance they could here  tell me to repress/whitewash it and say . . . lewis is no longer a sex-obsessed perv . . . lanzer has stopped blaming rape victim and saying slut in class . . . bartelt no longer shouts tits ass bitching asshole in class  etc.


bartelt is and was the best teacher i had since idit dobbs-weinstein.
which is why the lack of respect and an attentive listening ear hurts all the more!!!!!

but in my dream the future is very optimistic!!!!!  women are paid equally, and spoken of fairly.  sexism is not tolerated.   the epithets and slurs prohibited in the classroom are really not used.

when bartelt screamed t&a he might as well have been screaming the n-word.  it hurts that much to be disrespected by 90% of my professors at LACC.

DR. Luther Guynes who taught me business in summer 2009 was the only respectful teacher there . . . with no sign overt or otherwise of sexism.  true vargas is an amazing teacher.  but it was truly moronic to spew epithets on women and every minority via a bad film.  he knows it.
or joke about rhianna, or protect the harassment of sheila dharod.
lewis can't go 5 minutes without talking about prostitution.
lanzer's brilliant too, but bitter and sexist as a 1950's nightmare.
duffy thinks calling women cheesecake is okay.
maybe he wants us to return the favor.
he protected the harassment of sheila dharod too.
i told him he could have more courage.
and overall he is an amazing law professor to whom i am so grateful.   but why must i suffer such degradation for a little knowledge.  oh bc i'm too poor/cheap for a better school. why is former DOJ attorney cristy passman so stuck in the 1960's that she makes excuses?
traitor!
$$$$$$$$


true i prize my paralegal training and the anthropology and business and administration of justice class
i also prize the fearlessness of the national lawyers guild and consulted with my hero jim lafferty about this issue.
he was so sad i felt i didn't have the money/debt potential for a better school!


i also received an invite from keith fink 9-21-10 to speak at his class this quarter for issues pertaining to this case: free speech, blogging, cyberlaw, defamation, civil rights, the digital divide, elitism in academia, political inequities, linguistic relativity.  no doubt.!!!!!  super, super flattered!!!!!

i can't wait.

fink teaches at UCLA and southwestern or loyola i think.
i think all the berkman center lectures and the lessig/zittrain dynamism will infuse my talk.
because this is really the nexus of cyberlaw, free speech, international law norms for women's equality, tax waste, hate speech, civil rights, surrealism, and the environment.

women must be a part of the government of the future.
we must attain equality to fix the oil spill, the WARS, the health crisis, the racist immigration law, the slave pay rates which demean female labor, i.e. the feminization of poverty and the pink collar ghettos (of which the blogosphere is one:chic lit!)

also inspiring for the talk will be
the london school of economics and the economics courses this summer with volkhart vincentz and the conflict resolution class with amanda byron.
plus all the gazillions of books i read long ago, and the way i am situated inbetween generations.  that is very beneficial, to culturally translate.

for naomi wolf!!!!! and yale! and zeke hawkins and groton!

while some of the older teachers, i had cruelly written off for hopelessly sexist, i went to bat for women regarding bartelt, because he is an amazing teacher and eventually i think he'd get it.

and then the poisonous info about the ASO's (associated students organization) repression of a sexual harassment episode at the student government trip to sacramento---and the racist witch burning of sheila dharod who whistleblew it, and the systematic repression of progress and reparation by the insidiously corrupt/delusional cristy passman . . .
and wendell eckford's attemped FIREWALL and gag order and cursing at Keith Fink
gauls me . . .
except i am not prone to anger

but rather
satygraha
truth action
of which this writing is one step towards all the beautiful young LACC kids getting the respect they deserve!!!!!
every one of them!!!!
 
(is this graphic creeping you out yet?)
and their abusers cleaning up their oilspillish nastiness!

laughter comes in the face of tragedy, and this is really not very funny.



listening to electro in the car up the coast with travis winn helped put me in touch with my slightly older genxers.

it was okay to be a little sexist back then.  but not anymore.   not when its going to make you look foolish in the face of the future of equality.

i wrote sheila bc i think she should come to explain the ASO sexism and repression of the sexual harassment scandal as a piece of the puzzle of LACC incompetence.

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

hate speech v. free speech

Conflict Resolution 301 Mary Eng Final Paper 9-8-10
for Amanda Byron
Hate Speech or Free Speech: Contradicting Embedded Marginalizations
International norms of permissible language are affected by a range of factors not least of which is the subtext, context, culture, and the panoply of available expressions. I find this issue so crucial to our ability to navigate conflict, because the propagandas of the many medias inure us to certain linguistic norms. If we were to uncover the duplicity and bias of these norms, we might find a way to make a clear space for more rapid progress towards peace and equality. In the mean time, as the vernaculars are clouded by power paradigms conferring “free speech” to the powerful, and silence to the dehumanized, we might find new ways to employ the laws of our time, or other methods of power towards a goal of conflict transformation which heeds the poisonous effect of a language of degradation on otherwise innocent subjects.
Indeed, among progressive political cultures, the rejection of epithetical naming in growing as a strategy of de-escalation of conflict and power-mongering. The trend is towards self-authorship, self-definition. Genderizing terms might be reserved by the genderizers. If i call myself man, woman, or anything in between, it is my decision so to do. As a certain linguistic respectfulness will allow beings to communicate about their identity to other beings, we can be less limited to a Census Bureau approach to identity politics. And in looking at the stratifications which occur even within our languages,
we might sense that language itself can dehumanize the subject. In this paper, I write with great reverence for ahimsa, a principle of non-violence in word, thought, and deed. It is with the gravity of the quest to theoretize human liberation, that i seek to put into question the blind acceptance for words such as “race” or racializing words, “gender” or
genderizing modalities. If our orientation and identity were more fluidly, or vaporously known, as Judith Butler’s Gender Trouble inaugurated in 1990 http://en.wikipedia.org/ wiki/Gender_Trouble we might graps more fully the performativity of all social constructs. As I personally reject the words woman, white, vegan, straight, atheist, christian, jewish, gay, bisexual, caucasian----I wish for a world in which we, humans, could be, to each other as humans, and humane. In a world built on definitions I wish we might look more sensitively at the violence of our words, and critique the biases handed down to us from centuries of colonialism and imperialism.
So, as “women” why must we accept the “b****” as doxa? I think words such as this are meant to humiliate and degrade, even they who pretend to find empowerment in their utterance. So that I refuse to utter such a word. I think it injures they who stand in its frequency. It is etymologically rich in hatred, dominance, fear, submission. I would rather die than ever hear it again. It destroys me with its harsh sound. I hear it with pain.
So too, with words of racism, homophobia, hatred of any kind. After the Holocaust, Europe became concerned with the linguistic precursors to genocide. Here in America, we call this free speech. Undocumented workers are not illegal. Sex workers are not criminals. In our languages lie many hidden judgements. How can we begin to speak to each other when our language is full of land mines? No human is illegal. No law made by men, or by racist men, trumps the humanity of a natural law of human dignity. But in power relations, in media control, language is controlled,and language controls us.
Issues of the American justice system as it situates itself within the larger international law community, will reveal the way that American values and systems are particular unto themselves. Hate speech, is a concept which could be described many ways. In this paper I would like to contrast different conceptualizations of free speech with controllable speech, and show how different cultures control speech based on differing value priorities. In Sweden, a Christian minister was removed from the pulpit and taken to jail for hate speech against homosexuals. We have no such law here in the USA to protect against the dissemination of hateful ideologies. I would like to uncover the origin of the phrase “free speech” itself, and then find other synonyms, and discuss
the way our way of speaking about hateful speech affects our ability to regulate it. This matter I see as intrinsically useful to the progress of Conflict Resolution as a discipline and as a function method of de-escalating conflict.
It could be shown that so long as people engage in unmitigated hate speech, the very words themselves are shaping the way we perceive beings and the world. As more companies and jurisdictions become aware of the potential pattern of hatred and escalation that can be spawned with a few mere words, our understanding of the interconnectedness of language and violence will expand. So as Conflict Resolution matures as a discipline, it will not fail to take into consideration the psychologically demoralizing effects of language, and the way epithets and slurs rob the referent of dignity, self-definition, and a positive identity. As words of hate paved the way for dehumanizations, genocides, and crimes of violence, we might begin to give more attention to the way language creates victims and inflames aggressors. A linguistics of degradation humiliates its referent, while denying them control of the economy of language, and denying the significance of the linguistic debasement. And then, when a hate crime occurs, the chain of culpability is broken from the provocative language and ideology of hatred. This is insidious.
As we proceed into a future of equality and justice, it will be necessary to examine the effects of language and the realities it constructs. If gendered declensions reinforce gender stereotyping as French feminist Luce Irigaray uncovered, we might begin to transcend the languages that oppress us and confine us to simplistic binaries. http:/ /www.iep.utm.edu/irigaray/ What is essential to note internationally is the priority the American colonies endowed to freedom of speech. While our freedom protects Nazi speech, Europe, as tortured by WWII, restricts Holocaust-denying, Nazi memorabilia, and speech inciting potentially genocidal hatred. Beneath the restricted speech is there less racism? More? Or does political repression fuel radical fringe ideologies? As international companies appear on the stage they restrict internet speech as was shown in the Nazi memorabilia case with Ebay in 2003. http://www.internetnews.com/ec-news/article.php/758221/eBay-Bans-Nazi-Hate-Group-
Memorabilia.htm
And here in the states, internet speech runs rampant under the notion of free speech.
http://techcrunch.com/2009/05/10/jew-haters-welcome-at-facebook-as-long-as-they- arent-lactating/ Unless it pertains to the newly demonized “eco-terrorism” as restricted by Patriot Act era Animal Enterprise Terrorism Act, or the literal annihilation of eco- activists by government assassinations. But overall, libertarianism has clouded the possible discourse, making way for a future where both burka and islamophobia are protected as “free speech.” http://hijabniqab.blogspot.com/ In what way can we conquer the banality of evil and understand ahimsa, non-violence in thought, word, and deed? http://www.dlshq.org/teachings/ahimsa.htm Could we universalize its principles? Gandhi wrote of experiments with truth. Might we write for peace? What is the role
of groups like ACLU to persuade towards free speech? They controversially defend across the spectrum . . . the speech of the KKK and that of gay rights. Is there a middle way? Speech for Human Rights? Could we fight to establish a correlation between violent speech and violent acts? What is a hate-free zone and by what rules might it be made????
In Hannah Arendt’s epilogue to Eichmann in Jerusalem, she explains her two years of research during Eichmann’s confinement prior to his execution. She refers to her reading of Eichmann’s then unpublished 70 page manuscript dealing with the “Jewish Question” and the “solution” of which he was a part. The very linguistic nuance of tone undermines the existence of a people by dehumanizing them by referring to their very existence as a a question, as if a very people were a problem, or universally perplexing. The framing linguistic device both accuses and tries and condemns within a word.
The history of the Sapir-Whorf hypothesis details the linguistic relativity which can shape the minds of a culture by the hidden biases within a working vocabulary. Our words shape our world view. If we are interjected into a culture which operates with certain linguistic currencies which deprive subjects of meaning, value, or validity, or furthermore implicates them ethically, our minds become poisoned by the lack of objectivity in the discourse. http://www.angelfire.com/journal/worldtour99/ sapirwhorf.html
What will be our way of integrating this amount of knowledge in our day-to-day attempts to operate fairly? If we are bound by terms of conflict resolution, or if we attempt to mediiate conflict, might we learn to pick our words carefully? Might we realize, that words have linguistic force of persuasion? By engaging a linguistics of oppression, be it racist, sexist, or homophobic, are we harming the cause of equality or conversely do we perhaps give power to a vicitmization which has occurred, creating a rupture in which the placidity of the polite submission to inequality is shaken?
It was all the rage in the eighties and nineties to reinvigorate words of oppression and subvert them, take them back. Hiphop music was replete with the n-word and plenty of thinking feminists had taken the b-word and other words back and tried to give them a new image of empowerment. See B**** magazine. In 2006, I frankly asked the founder, if she took into consideration the effects that sexual abuse survivors might feel upon hearing a word that often accompanies or precedes acts of brutality. The very association can evoke bitter scenes of rape, incarceration, or jobplace sexual harassment. I understood the common subversion rhetoric, that we had taken the word back yadayada. But overall, I felt that leaving the dialectic within the fighting ring of the oppression, gave away more power than it conferred. She did not seem to care for my question.
So too I have found, that some empowered gay men within their social groups refer to each other as “f*****s,” a word I find distasteful. While clearly the term “queer” was a reappropriated term of disparagement, as were pansies, fairies, pretty boys, etc. the word f***** seems to me to confer the most hateful, negative abasement possible. Much as does the c-word referring to female material body. Can it be reconquered? What bitterness, or linguistic and spiritual impoverishment finds power in such epithetical terms? What I wonder about American libertarian notions of free speech, is that the speech is not so much free, as enslaved to a rhetoric of debasement, created by oppressing classes, to enforce second-class citizenship.
What is interesting is that the re-utilization, in a playful manner, serves as an indirect accusation of persisting civic inequity. The words themselves stop time. They shock.
The create powerful emotions. They reignite conflicts that have been pushed under the rug by oppressive culture’s attempts to narcotize us or create amnesiac bubbles in time. They might reinvigorate a chronology of abuse, but do they do more damage to they who have already been so civicly dismembered?
The very concept of conflict implies a degree of suffering and emotionality that might be triggered from innumerable sources. When I heard a white male teacher repeatedly using terms of disparagement for women, my sense of passion was ignited. Why had he become a parrot of a sexism that he was born into? Why could he not see such ideologies as iron cuffs, to be rejected as ideological enslavement? Not easily prone to anger, I felt pushed to a limit. My heart raced. It seemed so obviously unfair. Why would he use terms of abuse in the classroom? What did he have to gain from slurring women, or carelessly tossing around words which turned women into things? The unspoken rule of this transaction was that I would silently submit, in deference to his authority as a PHD and teacher. The immunity he expected was disrupted as I began to question the validity or elegance of his word choice.
There is a kind of peer pressure of complicity. I am still traumatized enough to remember the way I felt with horror. When he repeatedly used the word “b****in” i felt that he was marginalizing the civic issues of the day which affect women: underpay, domestic violence, rape, military sexual trauma, sexual harassment, marital rape immunity. When I asked the teacher why he used the word “tits” in class, instead of a more innocuous (though equally irrelevant) term like “breasts” he became angered and shouted about his “academic freedom.” Obviously he was unaware of the federal and state statutes prohibiting epithets and slurs of a sexual nature. To him, these words conveyed and conferred freedom. But as a (tentatively self-defined semi-) female in the class, I perceived an alternate reality. Girls I spoke with said they were afraid to speak in class. Other students missed classes to avoid the spiritual effects of an aggressive bad energy. Men felt uncomfortable too. They said so. Some women would speak up, and their words would be treated dismissively. This is what happened to me.
In the sense of my struggle for conflict resolution, I found it helpful to write. I
considered it a ghettoization. I was not permitted to dominate the discourse. Squelched were my attempts to question the fundamental brainwashing inherent in the linguistics of degradation. I always have written diaries, letters, poems. This time I wrote a blog, with factual descriptions of these unsavory moments in class. Several teachers at the school had said sexist things, and even defended rape. The administration protected and defended the abuse. Now it was only fair that the world should know what humiliation women had to undergo for their state-funded college education in Los Angeles. For writing, I was threatened with suspension from the class, by the department head. The total irony of hauling me in to be censored in front of his huge Che Guevera flag was not lost on me.
On surface, these teachers were progressives, radicals, socialists. I felt we had a lot in common. The main problem was that I took issue with sexist words in the classroom. They vociferously defended them, repeating them in a closed meeting in which they attempted to censor me, my letters, and my blog. It was interesting to be subject to Orwellian censorship strategies in such a “progressive” atmosphere with my pro-ganja anthropology teacher, and an expert in African American studies, the head of the department. I felt confused as to why they were progressive in some categories, but repressive of free speech, internet, and blogging, and fought so vehemently against equality for women in the classroom. I felt confused that they didn’t seem to understand the concept of “slur” or “epithet” and yet wanted me to hide their mis-statements and delete my blog to save-face for the sake of the monetization of their careers. I saw a higher value: EQUALITY. Fairness, the future.
What seemed clear to me, is that by choosing a language of war you ignite war. Women could not be spoken of in such a second-class way in my presence. Besides it being illegal, which they didn’t seem to comprehend, it made them look bad. It was bad PR. It wouldn’t look good on your LinkedIn: “proud defender of the right to slur against women in the classroom.” That is why they wanted me to delete my blog. But that just made things seem worse. I had just read about the bloggers and journalists in Russia who had their fingers smashed and were beaten to the point of brain damage. http://
www.nytimes.com/2010/05/18/world/europe/18impunity.html Censoring things which actually happened, and for which they were paid tax dollars, seemed outrageous to me. I was constantly thinking of Theo Van Gogh who was assassinated for his film about women, Submission. At the time, I remember feeling very clearly that if my blogging wasn’t getting me killed, I wasn’t doing enough for true equality. So nothing was really scaring me. I found it amazing that Naomi Wolf had repressed her story of harassment at Yale for twenty years. I fell in love with the instantaneous publishing online. A friend told me to stop burning bridges. Easy for him to say, from his position of white male affluence.
If these words were not illegal discrimination contributing to a hostile atmosphere as I maintained in the blog http://thereallacc.blogspot.com/ in citation of CA education code 201 A-C and Title IX of The Civil Rights Act of 1964, they were surely embarrassing in a Google search index. But these professors were not students of the law in the sense that they did not understand the distinction between quid pro quo harassment and an unequal hostile atmosphere. Tireless activism produced these laws and legal theory. It is tireless activism that might make way for an even better future.
I have been thinking a lot about language since around 2006 when I noticed every young person saying b**** every other word. I thought a lot about what is considered a manifestation of Tourette’s Syndrome. It is almost as if pop culture is the syndrome. We can’t stop cursing at each other. What is being accomplished?
I am isolating. I do not like to be around it. In a sense, my immediate social needs as a social animal are getting subordinated to my larger philosophical desire for respect. That respect is absent from so many spheres of society. Pay inequity abounds. The USA after thirty years refuses to sign the Convention on the Elimination of All Forms of Discrimination Against Women. And my California anthropology teacher talks “sh*tty” “a**hole” “b****ing” “tits” and slams bulimia and transvestitism with callousness of a bull in a china shop. A woman is raped every six minutes, meanwhile pop culture would infect the mouths of so many poor women that we ourselves might say the word “b****” a hundred times a day. Meanwhile I struggle through Post
Traumatic Stress Disorder symptoms from a rape and near homicide in which the rapist chanted “b****” like a mantra. And then people say its just a word. I say its hate speech. Hate ideology. The word infects the minds of the young. They deserve better. They deserve silence, if not beautiful, musical words. Could we be called most honored human being? Simply? Could we revere each other? Bow, even? Could we permit words from our mouths which only heal?
In the discussion of ahimsa and satyagraha, it became clear to me, that the ahimsic value of speaking and thinking no ill towards a being, was in direct contrast to the way of justice. How can you fight for justice, if you must live???? How can you diagnose the disease? What if you were wronged? To accuse, to name, to disclose the crime, whether of hate speech or something more violent, might have a violent effect on the accused? But what if everything were from love? Love for future victims? Love for the future of equality? Love for peace? Love for future growth? If I were dehumanized by these words, might I not call it out so that my sisters not undergo such an assault? I became aware then of Paulo Freire’s pedagogy of the oppressed. The language of oppression might be blindly accepted, propounded, inculcated as the most insidious
way of stacking the cards against human liberation. When indoctrination into any
field occurs, it is important to find a unity of vision. The controlling jargon of disciplines dissolve in the face of interdisciplinary approaches and interdisciplinary people. We disrupt the closed circuits of sexist anthropology, or sexist prosecution manual guidelines, or homophobic male-dominated religious structures. These structures have embedded conflict so thick as to be catastrophic. We must take arms, blogs, words, court cases, technologies against the methodologies of oppression. We must disrupt the circuitry of hatred and the genocides it propagandizes into the realm of possibility and the real.
I upload the audio file to link into the blog and make this paper a multimedia affair: http://soundcloud.com/maryeng1/bartelt-and-eckford-defend-sexist-language-at-lacc-5- 25-10 the caption reads:
I began recording in hopes Eckford wouldn't raise his voice as much. he toned it down, but then gets pretty condescending. tag: censorship, sexism, blog, the reallacc, civil rights act, cursing, free speech This mandatory meeting I attended without representation. I then consulted with attorney Keith Fink who Eckford told to “jump in a stream.” He said "I'm going to hang up on your dumb ass" as Fink attempted to defend my free speech rights. I went to this meeting, honored that Bartelt and Eckford cared what I had to say about the future of equality. By blogging, I had gained forum and standing, whereas as an ordinary student, my words were shot down. the problem began with questioning a sexist rhetoric in the classroom. As Betty Hung of the Lawyers Guild Los Angeles points out, just because we admire the platform of a radical group, for instance the Black Panthers, it doesn't mean we should accept sexism within the progressive movement. We should question it, defy it, and correct it.
Be free, speak freely, but do no harm.

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Sunday, 5 September 2010

~from a letter to my marxist reading group teacher scott zeman~

i hope you don't curse at your students.  be careful they might write a blog about it if you do.  i doubt you would though.  things were more refined at vandy.  still amazed regarding idit having to sue to keep her post-----i never knew back then.  i love the internet.

the outcome of that heinous vibe in anthropology at the LA school was that i had to get a lawyer (keith fink famous for suing american apparel for sex harass) to keep from getting kicked out of class for blogging. that was a little haha funny.  and then the infinite bureaucracy is still processing it.  the least i can do is make it plain the massive levels of incompetence in many depts.  it riles me bc the school is a poor school of predominantly latina and asian kids and some russian and armenian.  so when the imperialist white male voice of authority spews a bunch of sexist rant on the girls there, they are less likely to speak out---literally linguistically and economically challenged- and culturally they might be in a place of subordination.  so it would be all the more imperative to be respectful of the civil rts laws pleading equality.

but instead the ruffians know they can get away with murder.
making fun of bulimia, insulting transvestites, cursing saying vulgar things overly sexualized to make women feel uncomfortable, and then even one law prof made fun of the rape case on campus blaming the victim.

it made them shake in their boots a little though to deal with me.

that was interesting.

naomi wolf had to wait 20 yrs to come out about school harassment at yale.  it makes me glad the future is now.

Friday, 3 September 2010

fie foul fiend

in many situations, a mere  gesture can get you kiled . . . a mere look . . . so it is only natural that evolving languages would be full of land-mines.

i am going to study hate speech for my next project.

why words like jew, nword and b------ are hate words.  and why they hurt.  and what is achieved in the utterance.  like keening or the ancient imprecation against darkness, the primitive chanting before black metal.  why do we let imprecations fly?

for my old drama coach bart whiteman

for showing us beckett
one flew over the cukoo's nest
equus
and so much shakespeare

and for dead poet's society
bc
the last thing you need is your favorite teacher cursing

Thursday, 2 September 2010

finding allies--


to:


Letia Royal-Burnett
Los Angeles Trade-Technical College
Compliance Officer


the seminar i am taking this summer is on conflict resolution.
i hope to go to law school and be a fighter for human rights.

there are very specific laws against epithets and slurs which have been violated at LACC.

cristy passman discouraged me from making reports and tried to talk down to me and blame me.

the administration needs a total overhaul so that latina women and asian women and all women can go to a school in an equal atmosphere.

i appreciate anything you can do do help make LACC a better place.

i really really feel inspired by talking to you and hope we can talk soon.

i wil work on excerpting the anecdotes pertaining to passman's protection of the abusers.

i believe there is a better future for LACC.

my seminar concludes this friday and i will have time to dedicate to speaking with you and sending you the extracts from my blog and names of witnesses.

i appreciate your support and courageous educational committment.

i think ms. passman deserves respect, but i think our attempts to help her see the value of true equality will make LACC a safer place.


women are literally dropping classes and being kicked out of classes bc of predator professors and sexism from the lecture verbiage and harassing emails.

the damage to our souls and psychological well-being is severe.

 i thank you for being an ally!!!!!

more later
mary eng

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

LACC be proud of your future!

have faith have courage, speak and give voice to the future, the future is fair and the future is a good listener.  trust your own divinity.  your so called disabilities are your advantages.  nothing will stop the path  of human intelligence.  not dyslexia or tourette's syndrom, or smog, or sapir-whorf.

not a big ego either, because in the future our togetherness is our ego-strength.

if somebody, or many people, are feeling bad about disrespect, school administrators will listen.

because they do not want a suicide on their hands.  like the AFI has to bury peter gelles.  RIP.
LACC will care about you! LACC will not protect sexual harassment!!!!!  or let professors joke around about rape, bulimia, sluts, prostitution as if not a brain cell survived the smog attack.

in your future letia royal-burnet is your new hero of equality.  she has the power to decide the fate of this story.

i am sending her a link right now.  and the question is:
will we have equality now, or later?

will teachers be respectful?

is rape, bulimia, prostitution a laughing matter?

is kicking women out of student government okay in retaliation for sexual harassment whistleblowing?

is giving them a "c" for "a" work an okay method for retaliating against them for attempting to enforce federal civil rights law?

is jim crow for women, transgendered, bulimics, rape victims okay????

in the future, women will feel safe, and men will feel enlightened.  they won't have to squirm in their seats while some big doctor says bogus stuff a wingman wouldn't let his friend say even in a bar.

like dude shut up!  you are embarrassing . . . not to mention spouting nonsensical sexist hateful losery BS on the tax dime.

go to a zen monastery or something and practice silence and respectfulness.

really.

we're all good people.

some of us shouldn't get paid to abuse others and hide the carnage.
oh, but oh yeah, its the dominator culture, i forgot.

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

1984 & anthropologie! & a game of "protect the abuse!"

well even though the faux administration does really very close to nothing, the district was kind of nice to pass my phone number to jamillah moore's assistant annette.  and then it was like"would you like to talk to cristy passman?" and i am like---well---i have been for 1.5 years and she does nothing but protect abuse and actually verbally tries to coerce me out of complaining, and ridicule me and peer pressure me into accepting harassment "normally people take these things in stride" or "if the boys are getting off" then the unequal sexist language is okay.

passing my number around like a hot potato!
telemarketing me but doing nothing!
thickets of non-communicative bureaucracy doing nothing, inefficiently!

isn't it weird when a woman is highly educated and an attorney and knows the civil rights law she's supposed to enforce, and yet tries to offer some cultural expectation of subservience and submission.

i think its CREEPY! and that is why i am reporting cristy passman for incompetence and obstruction of justice and protection of harassment on LACC campus.  i am reporting this to the OCR and chancellors, not because i feel that bureaucratic agencies are efficient or effective, but because there must be a paper trail for the future.

whether there is a lawsuit, or an even more egregious indemnity, it is important that the blogosphere and the bureaucrats know that women are second class citizens at LACC and that their defender, the ombudsman for discrimination, actually protects the discrimination.

it's very 1984.
and that the LACCD counsel would limply try to get me to delete my blog, is funny.  like destroy evidence funny.

and that eckford in social sciences would try to coerce me into deleting my blog and tell me that writing letters was unacceptable----wow!!!!  smacks of stalinist era repression.  Send her to siberia!  cut off her fingers! gag her!!  well . . . .

the reason why i had so much hope originally, was that with the sexist talk in the legal department, the men are so old-fashioned and pathetically anti-woman that it seemed beyond repair.  i thought they would be promptly fired or reprimanded.

but when anthropology broke out with a bad case of curse word-itus and sexist vernacular, i thought hey wait a minute.
isn't modern day anthropology  supposed to be about cultural understanding?

well obviously not!
that is merely the thin veneer people use to mask their prejudice and sexism.

so that's really creepy.
to colonize women within the classroom, so that they are afraid to speak bc they are constantly shot down and subject to epithetical unequal verbal abuse.
shame!!!!!

shame!


and my allegation that this is profferred from PHD with a very expensive degree who talks down to LACC students saying we should read in a very condescending tone implying that we are stupid and illiterate and then pawn off all this foul cursing and epithets at us as though we are too stupid to notice . . .
to me the effect is that there are two quality standards---the bad community college edition and the upscale expensive school edition.

and the  trashy talk speaks with such condescending classism and sexism and racism as well.   panderer! as though sexism is okay in any linguistic derivative for any crowd.

as if!

later, enjoy!

Wednesday, 4 August 2010

facebook sexual harassment by LACC student government


to all these people collecting a state salary:

passmacw@lacitycollege.edu; LACCD counsel legal kime@email.laccd.edu; moorelj@lacitycollege.edu; moorejk@lacitycollege.edu; israel fonseci 

an LACC student has drawn to my attention to several LACC students leaders who are using their facebooks to say harassing and/or sexually harassing things about me.

the most egregious was a comment on ASO senator scott clapson's page saying

"i guess she's not going to have her clam banged anytime soon"  which means sex----- to this kind of perverted way of describing the female genitalia.

and then anthropology club president olivia clemens calls me "stark raving mad" on the same facebook thread on scott clapson's facebook.

what do you think about this kind of talk?


i would like to make an official report about this as well---as i feel the school should not foster this bully attitude in intimidating others out of whistleblowing the sexism that this school seems to promote.

isn't this worthy of trying to prevent?

the students are mad at me for calling out the teachers sexism and cursing in the class.

and so instead of there being a resolution, they harass the whistleblower.

are you guys okay with this?

can you tell me the progress on my numerous complaints

regarding the sheila dharod defamation case regarding the ASO alcohol/harassment of the minor expose and sheila's subsequent censure by scott clapson

as well as the various instances of cursing and sexism which i reported.

thanks!
i feel awful by the way!

mary eng

animal torture and blame-the-rape-victim

just having a bad flashback to the day lanzer explained how the famous rape on LACC campus was the woman's fault.  i took my first class at LACC in feb 2007.  the rape was in 2006 and the sherriff made a very callous comment blaming the woman as well.

nice of the activists to show up protesting the rape apologists and put it all on indymedia!
http://la.indymedia.org/news/2006/11/186413_comment.php

as for lanzer---i have blocked out a lot of the cruel sexist joking at LACC.  isn't it weird when a grown man who ask students out to the point of them dropping his class to avoid him---makes jokes about how its the rape victim's fault?

also having bad flashbacks to the animal disembowelment video and the throw-the-live-chicken-in-the-fire video we had to watch in anthropology land with bartelt, who laughed at the class as they winced in discomfort and then talked down to the massive vegan demographic that asked why it was necessary to torture animals---or to force all of us to watch his animal torture videos.

i am still sad about the girl who was harassed by the drunk ASO president, and the fact that sheila was criminalized for being a whistleblower.

tip of the iceberg---

i wonder who else dates students . . . oh but i know . . .
creepy!

"transvestites teach real women how to be real women"---anthropology at LACC

or then
"i have absolutely no sympathy for anorexia or bulimia" or "shitty" this and "bitching" that.
can you imagine the trauma of being around so much negativity?????

is this academic?????

sometimes its hard to know who is treating you what way and why.

i think i got a "C" in anthropology bc i'm gay.  because i'm not a real woman.

i'm not that gay but pretty gay.  about half and half.

and in my history reading simone de beauvoir, irigaray, virginia woolf, kate chopin, sylvia plath, the brontes, emily dickinson, naomi wolf, julia kristeva, gertrude stein, jeanette winterson, etc----

i learned to have a good dose of disbelief about people who call women

"tits" or "tits and ass" or "slut" or "dumb woman" or "horrible woman" especially in the classroom at LACC.

or who think i want to hear the word "whore" over and over again in a movie in criminal law.

or "vagina"from professor eckford as he defends the use of "tits and ass" in anthropology.  he said there would only be three words left if those words were forbidden.

this is so obviously obtuse to the future where women do not have to undergo linguistic humiliation to take a class or improve their mind.

they obviously cannot read basic law on the internet pertaining to civil rights, either.

so part of why i am not submissive to this style of "pedagogy" as eckford likes to call it, which linguistically humiliates women, and then demands their submission andd silence, is because i am too gay, or rebellious, or "psycho" as the LACC ASO creeps on facebook would have it.

it is so third reich to treat women like the ultimate jew here, and then demand we shut up and take it.

and then hear about "cowschwitz" uttered in the classroom as thouigh factory farming=holocaust bc jewish people=cows
this is just so plainly anti-semitic.
my best friend is jewish!

fricking lay off!
of everybody, women, jewish people, bulimics, transvestites-----

LACC is so stuck in the past.

i feel so extra lesbian, other, trans, jewish, polymorphic indignant around this, like valerie solanas's scum manifesto.

i just don't get why women roll over and play dead when men insult them, and continue to consolidate various kinds of power.

my friend dustin mosley said, "that guy sounds like an a------ . . ."

pam cash said "he would have been fired if he worked at UCSD.

the point about my gayness comes up as i hear about the don't ask don't tell conviction.

now this may be a stretch of your imagination especially if all your psychic and intellectual conditioning comes from LACC ASO senator scott clapson's  unimaginative facebook wall where he maintains a little hate-athon in my honor with pornographic epithets and anthropology club president olivia clemens diagnosis: she is "stark raving mad."

i am so sorry i ever divulged my personal feelings to olivia for her anthropology project.
she obviously has no thankfulness or comprehension, but wants to humiliate me for her little facebook ghetto.

which that is retaliatory too!  why?

but i think my gayness gets in the way of accepting second-class citizenship and linguistic humiliation and epithet in the classroom.

it doesn't turn me on.
my gender identity does not involve being so humiliated.
it seems lame,
it seems unfair.

cristy passman says "if the boys are getting off" then it is okay.

isn't it weird how she talks about LACC like porn.  i think its pretty trashy of her, and mystifying that she is in charge of disciplining the professors.

monkey court!


and ah---so i feel like my lesbianism was getting in the way of my roll over and play dead submissiveness----which the lack thereof was getting in the way of my getting an A in anthropology.

because if i could just sit there and let the insults fly, and demurely nod like its the 1950's and i have no soul---and/or i both pity/despise the men enough to expect nothing from them . . .

in fact i want them to know that this is respect.
i respect them enough to demand more.

if i were sexist like a lot of women, i might make excuses and just say, "oh he's just a man."
but i think men are people too and everybody can treat everybody fairly.

and so by asking this---i want to thank dr burnett for conducting a follow-up investigation of why cristy passman is covering up for the lame sexist abusiveness in the classroom.  dr. burnett is really kind to listen to me and encourage me to dispute the "C" i was given for not being submissive or a "real woman" and just letting the "tits and ass" or "slut" fly out of professor-mouth unquestioned.

can you believe that the teacher said "transvestites teach real women how to be real women."
i think this is so offensive to so many people on so many levels.
i said so, in a very polite way, detailing the modulation of complex factors culturally, endocrinely, etc. and mentioning judith butler's seminal book gender trouble.
he said "we don't want to wig anyone out" which etymologically is the equivalent of saying "you are on drugs" so much so that your neurons are going so fast that your wig jumps off.
this is 90's raver slang---and in itself a very rude response to a very academic argument in the face of
"transvestites teach real women how to be real women."
i don't care what passe sexist academic from USC you are citing for this convoluted ideology, it is totally unfair, and retrogressive, and not futuristic.

"we don't want to wig anyone out here"---that is not anything to say to a student who defends freedom of gender expression and freedom from gendernorm stereotyping.

i think the homophobia angle is real.  i think i don't fit into somebody's stereotype of submissive doormat sh*teater so therefore----shazamm----"C."

and i still can't believe i was denied my presentation on Islam.  it was part of the reason i did not drop the class---i felt the subject was so important and fascinating and i couldn't wait to share it---for the sake of building compassion.

Monday, 2 August 2010

anthropology club president reaches out for a little facebook hate

i had the extreme misfortune of my "friend" eric hamilton exposing me to this creepy facebook thread in which LACC anthropology club president olivia clemens calls me "stark raving mad" and other creepy people say unrepeatable sexist sexual things.

so i guess LACC is not big enough for all the LACC haters so they have to get on facebook late at night to hate on other people.

which in a sense i see that there is a progressive effect of people becoming more confident etc.
but i think they should get a blog or something more literate than a wall for a few derogatory words.

since olivia is the most civilized of the haters, and someone who i kind of like, even though she was mad i stood up for her getting walked on every time she said anything in class---i wrote her this:


i am sorry you engage in so much hatred on facebook

i normally stay away from it as it is a cesspit of illiteracy but eric had to show me 

scott was really mean to my friend sheila who defended a girl who had been sexually harassed by the ASO president

i thought it was racist and sexist the way he ridiculed sheila

i wish you a lot of peace

i don't know if that is really how you should present yourself

i am sorry i defended you regarding bartelt's rudeness every time you talked.

i thought you had a lot of good things to say and that he was rude to you frequently.

i am much happier now around more civilized people

eric hamilton is a nice person but i don't get why he would show me all this facebook trash 

you can always write me or if you really wanted to go public with hating on me you could choose a better publicity arena than facebook.

bc facebook is kind of a closed thing for your private "friends" & facebook addicts
i was so lucky to have an intelligent respectful family and high school and college experience.

so going to LACC was like going to gutter school with a bunch of dimwit trashmouths.

it is really sad that poor people are faced with this kind of lack of quality.

even though you find it necessary to be mean on facebook i wish you a lot of joy etc.
well----the ghost of LACC is more than enough bad energy for an evening.  but thankfully i will not be cavorting with the facebook haters on the fantasy world called facebook.

so isn't it nice to know that standing up for women's right to get an education in an harassment-free atmosphere guarantees infinities of trash talk from LACC student leaders on facebook.

take that, women!

and then have some ugly creepy guy commenting on scott clapson's wall with insanely crude misogynistic anatomical references to me.

yes to me.

as in "no one's going to bang her clam."

doesn't that just make you want to throw up?

as in these are your student leaders and your "friends", people i wouldn't ever like to be in the same room with with such trashy mouths!  LACC is a half-step up from that portapotty where you smoke crack if you ask me.

i wouldn't let these people anywhere near my children if i had any.

more than ever i feel like LACC was some kind of karmic doom/purgatory i had to suffer through from some misguided desire for paralegal training.

good luck to the rest of you if you are still there!  i'm so sorry!  i wish i could do more!  

Tuesday, 27 July 2010

statement of respect from portland state fitness center

the psu fitness center has higher standards than LACC academics.
come on.

"Any expressions of bigotry, hatred, prejudice or disrespect is inconsistent with the ideals of preserving human dignity and contradicts the values of healthful living and fair play promoted by Portland State University."

Monday, 26 July 2010

LACC as a beautiful memory . . . sort of

the ghost of kurt kobain's journals told me as i was sketching to tell you keith fink was courtney love's lawyer in the guitar hero activision goo-gaa.

that's so cool!

and wow---he is a defender of los angeles city college student's right to blog.

how very rock-n-roll!

oh and the ghost of lanzer has been haunting me with brilliant financial legal advice, so i'm almost over his sexist style.


same for bartelt.

bartelt's ghost reminds me of huge amounts of brilliance.

but i am so happy i don't have to show up for the sexist cave-man speak in person!

it is almost overshadowed by the . . . future.

and hey you all with dyslexia and blindness and economic struggles.  hang tight.  i don't know what to do now but you can read my new blog here:
http://whyfacebookfacebooks.blogspot.com/

beautiful memory---going to the college counselor in tears about why are the professors saying sexist stuff like so retrogressive time travel . . . .

beautiful memory: mammoth red che guevera flag hovering over the orwellian censorship of this blog spitting contest in eckford's office . . .

it was such a "human experience" in stark contrast to blogging/receiving "you have no case" emails.

i have no "A" for sure because why????

because i loved a situation enough to not sit passively by and let a virus corrupt  the system of something otherwise so profound it threatened to knock me off my feet.

i have no "A" in Anthropology but i have a whole BLOG full of all kinds of alphabet soup.

and i read brian bartelt's dissertation more than 2 and a half times, for crying out loud he could learn to realize a little soul-felt criticism from a spiritual ally and intellectual devotee is a wonderful thing sometimes!!!!!!  ribbons!

why grade me a "C" when all i want is to catch you up to speed where it is not necessary to fill lecture up with expletives and misogynist punch to make sure we know you are not gay.  it's okay.  you don't have to do that.

we know you are not gay and not racist, you don't have to talk ghetto to prove it and get so anatomical.  you neither eckford.  it just makes me want to throw up the way you crepily said "VAGINA" in that closed door meeting with bartelt and you and i.  what in heavens name were you thinking?

and repeating "tits and ass" and all the other stupid stuff and then calling me UNACCEPTABLE.


like what? its the 1950"s beebopaloola and that word has any meaning?

equality is UNACCEPTABLE at LACC for a lot of people and a big JIM CROW party financed by the state if you ask me where women get harassed and minorities and the disabled get marginalized.  it is discouraging and i find that unacceptable!

thanks for trying to help me with vocab that caused me to permanently turn off the TV when i was in eigth grade.  yeah!

like i totally want to relive 1980's sexist reaganomicon retrogressive "you came to far powerwoman" backlash.

spaghetti!


so i think scott clapson should apoplogize for being mean to sheila dharod.  and warning:
DO NOT GO TO LACC IF YOU ARE "FEMALE" and or "INDIAN"

it just isn't going to be 100% positive.

i also still totally wish i could have given my middle eastern studies project and felt that the censoring of that was another ironic women to keep women in a

virtual burka
or worse

in flames

burning at the stake like
jeanne d'arc

hypocrite bourgeois burgerlich KETTLE MEISTROS! whahah!
but thanks for all the cool info!

Sunday, 18 July 2010

response to an anonymous "shhhh!"

(regarding lawyers . . .)

oh thanks, i appreciate your support and reading of this blog.
all i paid was the thirty dollars cab fare to rush to west LA.
i found that keith fink was extremely kind to work pro-bono for a principle, and he was also extremely flattering of my intelligence.
he was also extremely more cogent and aware than my really out-to-lunch teachers over at LACC, so in comparison, he makes off like a hero in my book.
i just like hanging out with brilliant people.  and that he is.
i mean really, after such a bad experience at LACC i needed therapy, which law can be a funny kind of therapy.
now for your own case, contact the bar, and file a report.  or sue malpx if you want.  or make an awesome blog out of it.  your perspective would surely be fascinating.
i have no shame about being an impoverished LACC student looking for a way out of a crisis style situation of ethical lapse. for the record i am still scheduled to speak to Dr Burnett, Passman's boss, and pursue a grade grievance, etc.  pushing around more paper so far as i can see.

i get a lot more satisfaction personally and intellectually from blogging about it as a case history.

not that i will do everything the way other people would, but by blogging it i am creating an ethical transparency that was largely absent most situations in the past.
i am fully aware that smear campaigns were conducted by the dov charney universe against fink.  that doesn't frighten me.  actually i admire one who could take on the goebbels of sexploitation in advertising and suffer the media consequences.  to me it is heroic, and completely worthwhile.  as to the particulars of your case, i am quite intrigued.
and as for employability, or reputation, the world should answer to me, not i it.
and in that regard, that is what blogging, writing, critique are all about.  retaking power and demanding more, even if one has limited means.

plus paradise is around the corner . . . you don't have to be treated like swine, by professors or anyone else . . . .
hit the road . . .

Tuesday, 13 July 2010

anti-semitism and animal rights

now this a fine point---or maybe a very obvious one if you are jewish or a holocaust survivor.

at one point in animal rights theory it became popular to use the word holocaust to describe slaughter of animals.

this was a huge controversy of @2004-5.

unthoughtful groups like PETA got themselves in major trouble by equating animal slaughter with human slaughter.

even as a long term vegan i totally get it and disavow or disaffiliate with any insult offerred to genocide.

plus i have always been obssessed with genocide, holocaust, and judaism.

so, for example, when bartelt used the word "cow-schwitz" to equate factory farming with auschwitz, on the day he brought in his animal sacrifice videos where animals were manually disemboweled as a "ritual"----then to contrastingly reflect the discomfort back on to the audience/students by saying well think of the american factory farming scenario----which he called "cowschwitz."

the point that we are immune to this degree of suffering and the associated enviro poisons is a great point.

but casually taking an unconscious smack at judaism, or the holocaust, or equivocating animals with humans---really doesn't go off well.

and i am afraid this point was too subtle for the discourse, but to me it seems evident of a callous disregard for the effects of language and epithet.

similarly with the sexist utterances or the slur against anorexia and bulimia---the lack of compassion and sensitivity really bothered me.  as it continues to  . . .

Saturday, 10 July 2010

complaint form magic!!!!!!


dear cristy passman,
(fake) LACC ombudsman for discrimination and harassment,

hey thanks for the well wishing!!!!!!!

i think it's time to write up an official complaint on Eckford's cursing at my lawyer, and threatening to kick me out of anthro, and use of the same crude language around me in this coercive meeting may 25, 2010.

in the digital world, i'd hope this email might suffice . . .

but as we are in transition a paper form might be better.

again my address is
xxx

and amazingly the PSU profs are so far 100% mary eng approved in terms of no loose-lipped sexist banter!!!!!

isn't that awesome?????


and so i dont have to complain now about my profs, i also don't have to get a lawyer to defend my attempts to utter free speech complaints about uhhhh, free speech sexism in the classroom . . . 


and i don't have to hear my lawyer, keith fink, cursed at over the phone by LACC bigwigs.

keith is a really nice guy and a prof at southwestern and ucla.  you should call him and have him explain it to you. you'd be ashamed.

it was super unprofessional of eckford to say what he said the way he said it and it shattered fink's confidence in your school.

he totally got my point about disregard for a professional code of honor or personal sense of dignity.

so i will be happy to write this all up for the welfare of LACC future tense, in addition to filling out the grade grievance.

thanks beaucoups!
mary eng

can i please have more curse words, slurs, and epithets in my lecture???????

to spice it up . . . not! blah!!!!!!!

hello everyone!!!  if there is anyone out there!!!!  i just wanted to remind you to keep your head in the clouds and expect wonderful things, and demand wonderful things.  get to higher ground and keep your eyes on the stars!

sexism and crudity in the classroom are not necessary.  the internet
http://videos.wittysparks.com/id/3689087750/

is a wonderful fractalian replicating behemoth.

look at the way someone is smart enough to adsense up the content i put out for free on the youtube and the real lacc!!!!!

corruption and harassing of a minor are commodifiable entertainment!  isn't that nice???????

and when freedom of speech means freedom to be homophobic?
well . . .
http://www.examiner.com/x-/x-7814-LA-Church--State-Examiner~y2009m7d15-Judge-rules-in-favor-of-LACC-student-defending-traditional-marriage

at least when its a student the student is presumed less "learned."

but when teachers use the same lame free speech rhetoric to prop up their lack of imagination and personal lack of dignity, in spewing crudities on students . . . well . . . it might be time . . . to realize there is something better out there . . .

and guess what!? . . . my amazing teacher this summer has failed to be crude or offensive for hours and hours of economics lecture, and amazingly, he has not once said something off-color or rude or offensive!!!!!!!  i think that's just world-class!!!!!  it restores my faith in humanity, and after semesters of slovenly sexism at LACC, my standards became so low that i feel truly shocked at my teacher's dignity and professionalism!!!!!!!

like hey, isn't it time to get verbally abusive here??  talk about prostitutes, hookers (lewis) or slut (lanzer) or cheesecake (duffy) or tits and ass (bartelt) or "shitty" this and "bitching" that . . . .

oh but wait a minute, i'm not at potty mouth city college anymore!!!!!! haha!!!!!!!!!

out of the pig sty----->

as in like, can you please return this to the chef?????

i think there is a hair in it?!

are you sure you actually meant for everyone on the internet to know how you talk??????  did you hear about the internet---it's like, totally awesome!!!!!

like, citizen democracy!!!!!

like, intellectuals on the web . . .

so life is wonderful, and without any kind of verbal abuse in my life right now . . . maybe i will need to  come back to LACC for a good dose . . . nah!!!  maybe not!!!!!  and if you are a mother or father out there about to send your darling bright-eyed 18 year old to LACC, i'd say, watch out!!!!!   check around!!!  do you want your kids around this bad energy?????  do you want someone you love to be surrounded by trash-talkers who tell a free speech lawyer to "jump in a stream" or that they will hang up on his "dumb-ass"? and tell a woman she can't complain about teachers excessive and unfair linguistic objectification of woman . . .

who tell a woman if there is no more "tits and ass" then there will only be like three words left!!!!!! in the whole english language?????? i am not kidding, this is what eckford told me, and i have a recording of it, sadly!!!!!!!!!!

just say NO!
that's sexist!!!!

so get inspired, the world has brighter things out there!!!!!!  bright minds!!!  inspiring people!!!!!

and so here is a reference to the brilliant letters of one of my favorite professors when i was a youngling back in 1995. he writes abstruse things in many languages about dante and virgil etc, the illustrious william franke, who never cursed or uttered banal crudities, but was more likely to quote something in Italian, or Latin or greek or german.  get a load of a smattering of his writings:


34. “Virgil , History, and Prophecy”
                Philosophy and Literature 29 (2005): 73-88

33. “Damascius. Of the Ineffable:  Aporetics of the Notion of an Absolute Principle”
                Arion: A Journal of Humanities and the Classics  12/1 (2004): 111-31.
                     (Introduction with original translation from the Greek of De principiis, Part I, cc 3-8)

32. “A Philosophy of the Unsayable: Apophasis and the Experience of Truth and Totality.”
In Imaginatio Creatrix, ed. A.-T. Tymieniecka, Analecta Husserliana LXXXIII (2004): 65-83.

31. “Truth and Interpretation in the Divine Comedy
                In Dante  Modern Critical Views, ed. Harold Bloom (Philadelphia: Chelsea, 2004), pp. 287-305.
                     (excerpt reprinted from Dante’s Interpretive Journey, pp. 5-23)

30. “The Dialectical Logic of Yeats’s Byzantium Poems”
                In Poetry Criticism,  vol. 51, ed. Carol Ullman (Kennedale, TX: Gale Group, 2004)
                     [Reprinted from Yeats-Eliot Review 15, no. 3:  23-32]

29. “The Exodus Epic: Universalization of History Through Ritual”
                In Universality and History: The Foundations of Core, ed. Don Thompson, Darrel Colson, and J.
     Scott Lee (Lanham-New York-Oxford: University Press of America, 2002), pp. 59-70

28. “The Interpretive Journey and the Allegory of Reading:  Introduction to the Inferno as a Humanities
Text,” in Uniting the Liberal Arts: Core and Context, ed. Bainard Cowen and J. Scott Lee
     (Lanham-New York-Oxford: University Press of America, 2002), pp 75-82

27. “Literature as Liturgy and the Interpretive Revolution of Literary Criticism”
                Preface to Gian Balsamo, Scriptural Poetics in Finnegans Wake 
 (Lewisburg, New York: Edwin Mellin Press, 2002), pp. v-xiii


 my current amazing  (non-cursey) prof:
Volkhart Vincentz until the end of November 2009 managing director of the Institute for Eastern European Studies. He studied economics at the Universities of Mainz and Munich. After having graduated as "Diplom-Volkswirt" (advanced degree in economics) at the University of Munich, he was awarded a PhD at Boston University, USA. He wrote his thesis on the topic: "On the Stability of a Soviet Type Economy with Endogenous Plans".