do no harm:


idit dobb-weinstein: "teaching is action and thinking at once. What I try to guard against most when I teach is not speaking as if my answer were conclusive, so as to avoid (to the extent possible) any kind of dogmatic appropriation. It is understandable why students might wish to imitate their teachers, but there are different modes of imitation. I try very hard to avoid the mimetic appropriation that is immediate, passive, and occludes thinking. One other reason is that if I made clear what my views were, and my views appeared as if they were final, it would preclude the possibility of first, students challenging me and second, learning from my students. The relation between the student and teacher is, to me, a dynamic relationship . . . Teaching and learning is a movement that occurs between. In other words, we are at once both agent and patient, both teacher and learner. If we are not very careful, we can do a great deal of harm. And that, too, I have learned from my teachers, Maimonides especially.

I believe my task is to provoke students to think and to engage them in genuine dialogue and questioning. To paraphrase a rabbinic saying, 'I have learned from my teachers, and I have learned from my peers, but I have learned most from my students.' And that is a continuous process of learning."

Friday, 27 February 2015

THE HUNTING GROUND - Official Trailer



keep in mind paralegal studies professor Lanzer took out class time to blame LACC rape victim

Sunday, 8 February 2015

rate my professor


i was thinking of catching some more classes at LACC and realize i am put off by the bad energy emitting from  . . .

but hey

these posts at rate my prof say it way better than i could:
This professor seems to think that, even though his class is for college students, he is talking to postdocs and frequently starts yelling when people don't know the answers to his, often times absurdly questions. To make matters worse he creates an atmosphere so tense in the class, nobody wants to answer him - which led him to get furious.There's no way of tracing your grade and really no way of knowing what he wants. He also has a huge ego, and doesn't respect students at all. He is a very unpleasant man. He made me question the validity of the entire discipline of anthropology. Avoid him like a plague. I have never ever felt so discouraged by a teacher. He is condescending.This is the worst teacher I ever had.The worst professor ever. I will never take any class with this teacher again even if they guarantee me an admission for Anthropology school.I took Bartelt this semester, but I wouldn't take him again. This guy is not an easy professor dudes; plus he uses his class as a sort of psychotherapy.He is rude and talks down to everyone. ohh and please dont have any kind of opinion because if it does not correspond to his you will regret saying it. But he thinks that he is always right and you are wrong. NOT a good experience.Although I received a B in this course, I have to say, this professor is extremely inappropriate, rude, and useless.Worst instructor I ever had.He is very arrogant and self-centered. Students felt intimidated to make question because he knows everything.Worst professor ever :( his attitude is a turnoff to most peoplebe careful if you are a good student just do your work and don't mess around; he has a really bad reputation at school. He does not behave as a professor. He uses school and students.he does not respect students. He is always yelling out. DO NOT TAKE HIM. I made a big mistake.his arrogant personalityDon't take Bartelt!!! He knows a lot, but he has no respect for his students.Kind of moody too.he is intimidating and sometimes meanProf has a horrible attitude w students.He doesnt treat us well because he assumes ALL of us are lazy.Students dont participate because he intimidates us.He replies to questions as if we were stupid.He's disorganized and lectures have lots of grammatical issues that make it uncomprehensible.Horrible profdownside of Bartelt is that he is VERY narrow-minded with his opinions and is EASILY enraged when a student doesn't accept them

Wednesday, 13 June 2012

Rape In Camaroon

the unquestioning promotion of male dominated witchcraft cults in camaroon by brian bartelt at anthropology class at LACC failed to provide an integrated look at how validating male dominated power structures disservices women, who face rape in camaroon. his verbally abusive and discriminatory conduct to women in the classroom at LACC reaffirmed his lack of awareness or compassion for rape and other forms of gender discrimination as an obstacle to women's equality. Rape in Camaroon

Friday, 11 May 2012

occupy student cuts


Dear MARY  ENG, In December 2011, President Obama signed into law the Consolidated Appropriations Act, 2012 (Public Law 112-74). This law has significantly impacted the Federal Pell Grant Program. Effective July 1, 2012, students are now limited to the equivalent of 12 full-time semesters (or 600%) of Federal Pell Grant eligibility during their lifetime. This change affects all students regardless of when or where they received their first Federal Pell Grant. Students that have already used 600% of their Pell Grant eligibility will no longer be eligible to receive a Pell Grant starting summer 2012.You are receiving this email because the federal government recently notified us that during your lifetime you have received the equivalent of 9.42 full-time semesters (or 470.83%).  If you are currently enrolled in school you may have actually received more than what’s indicated in this correspondence. You are encouraged to be conscious of the lifetime limit of the Federal Pell Grant when changing majors and/or scheduling classes.  Also, you may want to consider other sources of financial aid.  The following link will take you to an excellent publication that discusses federal, state, and private financial aid resource, Fund Your Future.You may view your percentage of Federal Pell Grant used by logging into NSLDS.ed.gov. Access to the site requires you to use the same PIN that you used when you filed your FAFSA. Your ‘Lifetime Eligibility Used’ percentage will be displayed in the ‘Grants’ section. The percentages are based on the annual award at fulltime enrollment status. For example, for students with an annual award for 2011-2012 academic year, enrolled in 12 or more credits in each semesters (Fall and Spring for example), the percentage used for the 2011-2012 academic year is 100%. If you only attended 9 credits for two semesters, your percentage used for the academic year would be 75%.  Please note that Los Angeles City College doesn’t have historical Pell Grant data and can’t answer specific questions related the percentage of Pell Grant that you have used.  Answers to your questions may be obtained by calling 1800-4FEDAID.ll inquiries should be directed to the data that was used to calculate the  Sincerely, The Financial Aid Department
obama was in town doing his 40k a plate fundraiser with george clooney last night.
funny how they like to hurt students who are already living in poverty.
and pepper them in santa monica.

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

Pepper Community



tuition hiked, so pepper the poor students who protest

this same LACCD board of trustees protected sexual harassment at LACC a sister school of SMCC

there were no tasers yet at LACC

but when the sherriffs office at LACC got occupied for attacking and blaming the woman victim of rape

and law professor kenneth lanzer blamed the rape victim

anthropologist brian bartelt sexually harassed the young latina and asian students

and

sociologist william eckford wanted to talk to me about "vagina" and made my fellow-students cry in special one-on-one sessions and then william eckford told LA Lawyer keith fink to jump in a creek and "i am going to hang up on your dumb ass"

when enquiring about their suppression of my expose blog which documented epithets and slurs in the classroom---

over speaker phone in keith's west LA office



i was starting to get afraid of violence on campus---

as LACC and the board coverred up for the sexist professors who called women "slut" "whore" "tits and ass" "cheesecake" from the LACC classroom.

now women are getting pepper sprayed.



my.

national lawyers guild and anonymous are going to be all over this.


Friday, 16 March 2012

Occupy Pepper Spray Davis

isn't it funny that i was fighting the sexism in the school as it incites tears, anger, etc.
little did we know the California School system would start Pepper Spraying students in the eyes as a part of the Chemical Weapons program.
in a way, i'll never know what stings more, the sexism of a professor, or pepper spray in the eyes.
either way, i'd rather have a fair and just society.
here is a tentative ruling from the Occupy UC Davis Pepper Spray Ejaculation.
Occupy Pepper Spray Grillo UC Davis Tentative Ruling
should we cook the books, or not?
it is california.

Thursday, 27 October 2011

UCLA taser


so Fink wanted me to come to UCLA to explain the LACC
i should demand a free tasering in exchange for explaining the Civil Rights Act and Free Speech Threat at LACC
land of sexism and rape jokes, but to my knowledge, no free tasering
with
the governor's fee waiver

Wednesday, 28 September 2011

#occupywallstreet #occupyla #occupyDC

hey y'all all major american cities are UNDER CONSTRUCTION due to major city occupations planned by youth in america
6 october
#occupy together

coinciding with a massive march to DC

be aware police are issuing pre-emptive arrest strategies
and
in new york city they are beating protesters


Tuesday, 20 September 2011

spamming for equality

From: mary eng
To: jamillah moore ; LACCD counsel legal ; LACC collegian ; israel fonseci ; "laccasoes@lacitycollege.edu" ;  ombudsman ; keith fink ; "eckforwv@lacitycollege.edu" ; tom duffy ; "lanzerkc@lacitycollege.edu" ; lewis r ; LACC collegian arts ; Letia R. Royal burnet ; lawrence bradford ;  fadwa el guindi ; lacc anthropology project ; LACC anthro South Africa ; PSU general counsel ; boghossian PSU ; psu counsel david c reese
Sent: Tuesday, September 20, 2011 1:04 PM
Subject: sexism at LACC

DEAR JAMILLAH MOORE, president of Los Angeles City College

everything is messed up about your letter to me

i made numerous complaints about numerous sexist LACC professors
including Lanzer's use of the word SLUT or LACC campus RAPE theory that it was the victim's fault
and Lewis's obsession with "prostitutes" and sex scandals

but the most critical issue involved the grade retaliation 

for complaining about

BRIAN BARTELT's screaming "TITS AND ASS"

along with numerous other trashy vulgar comments about "bitching" "shitty" "assholes"
he was discriminatory on a lot of levels.

to women, to vegetarians, and to latinos

he promoted animal torture including the unaesthenetized disembowlment of animals or burning of live chickens.

when he was seething mad the last day of class because of my complaints regarding his sexism and anger problems he was really mean to a young latin boy who profiled the anthropology of Punk culture in Koreatown becuase the student explained the alcoholic issues in the punk scene.

in stark contrast he was supportive of the marijuana project.

so in your letter to me
you confuse this grade retaliation with Tom Duffy in the paralegal department.

Tom Duffy made cracks about women GETTING FAT EATING BON-BONS in the context of a marriage to a rich man.
i considered this sexist also---but it was not as severe as being shouted at and cursed at by BARTELT>

so please check your documentation or read my blog to clear up your confusion.
http://thereallacc.blogspot.com/

how can you issue a judgement when you will not avail yourself of the FACTS.

when we speak 26 monday at 3:30 hopefully we can clear this up.

rhonda put me in for an appointment on that day.

i want to know what you are doing to get the facts straight and to protect the students of LACC from a hostile learning atmosphere.

eckford threatened to kick me out of anthropology for blogging and told keith fink to "jump in a stream" and that he would "hang up on your dumb ass" after forcing me into a mandatory meeting alone with him and bartelt in which eckford said the words "vagina" "breast"

i found this extremely uncomfortable and harassing and vulgar and unprofessional.

there is a recording on my blog of this sexual verbal abuse on the blog

please realize wikileaks inspired sites like UNILEAKS will begin to uncover the corruption inside the federal school systems as well
and more students will find the power to expose the abusiveness of school administration as you continue to reward and protect ABUSERS

if anyone is interested in sexism at my current school PSU
please see
http://therealpsu.blogspot.com/

Saturday, 27 August 2011

dear chancellor and board of trustees

on behalf of the young women of LACCD
i urge you to reconsider
that i have received a "C" in punishment for reporting Bartelt's rude, sexist, vulgar language in the classroom.
the position of ms. passman and ms. moore is to politely brush it under the rug.  the terms i heard at LACC included "tits and ass" "bitchin" "asshole" "shitty" from Bartelt and "whore" "slut" "prostitute" and more in the paralegal department and a Rape joke about the student raped at LACC by lanzer.
bartelt disparaged anorexics, bulimics, vegetarians, and christians.
eckford threatened to kick me out of the class for blogging and said "vagina" to me.
this is my formal request for an appeal.

the public outing of internal civil rights act violations and sexual harassment of a hostile nature contributing to a hostile atmosphere such that women are denied EQUAL ACCESS to an education must be assessed.
please make LACC fair.
please send me copies of my complaints on
bartelt
eckford
vargas
duffy
lewis

i suffer great measures of sadness and anxiety that this VERBAL HUMILIATION is used against women unfairly
in the classroom
i am sad

please mail all copies of your documentation to  of my discrimination complaints to
XXXX

please include internal memos
hiring/firing policies and revision of
training modules that have come about as
LACCD has faced exposure
please also let me know how
LACCD will remunerate or reward me for my work as a watchdog and whistleblower.
regardless of the outcome of your appeal
i will not be satisfied until all women are treated fairly in the classroom.
the systemic sexist Abuse Passman and Moore protect
inhibit the future of equality
other issues of advocacy are impacted by the educational environment.
serious social change in the areas of

domestic violence
rape
pay inequality
reproductive care inequality
verbal abuse
spouse battery
homicide
sex work
lack of female representation in government

are
hindered by your POOR methods of Educating and controlling your sexist professors.  i strongly urge you to exercise Leadership for the Future of women in LACC and Beyond.
that you continue to rake in federal dollars while protecting verbal abuse
by White Male Professors
against your Latina and Asian and Middle Eastern
women of LACC can only appear to me to be
both extremely sexist
and RACIST

courage is contagious.

that your company cannot avoid the serious Public Relations  Fiasco on the Blogosphere by exerting sound Leadership is to me an avoidable error.
please consider a Best Practices Approach to Training Your Professors.
if it is not a Best Practice to shout "Tits and Ass" at a female student and then retaliate against and punish her with a "C"  for reporting it Perhaps you can hold a conference of Teachers to keep them in check.
Good Wishes for Your Work for Equality and Human Rights.
I look forward to th outcome of this appeal.
I will submit to interview and provide documents and BLOG>

see
http://thereallacc.blogspot.com/

as well as

http://culturalanthropologynotesbartelt.blogspot.com/

and

http://digitalanthropologies.blogspot.com/
for Evidence

for the Women of Los Angeles
and LACC
and all oppressed minorities, disabled, Transgendered, GAY, etc

The LACC Equality Coalition

mary eng

maryeng1@yahoo.com

Thursday, 4 August 2011

bartelt's tits and ass class

letter to former DOJ lawyer and now EQUALITY ombudsman cristy passman
passmacw@lacitycollege.edu

and LACC President jamillah moore
moorejk@lacitycollege.edu


i want to thank you for investigating bartelt's tits and ass and shitty and bulimic and anorexic and christian and vegan slurs and whiteman identity issues.

while i am sorry you consider this acceptable under the civil rights act, nonetheless as a woman i am sure this has been both embarrassing and unpleasant, as was taking his class.

i do hope you have more respectful encounters.

once again if you would like to hear eckford and bartelt coercing me out of my free speech to review bartelt's cursing problem on the blogosphere you can listen here:


many students wrote me with similar sadness.

i am very sorry it seems you do not care for the psychological well being of students who are unaccustomed to verbal abuse.

in an age of school shootings, all attempts to diffuse professor anger should be a part of safety protocol if not basic human dignity or civil rights.

i am so sorry you do not have more respect for me as a human.

to condone this behavior reflects poorly upon your post and is an insult to the women of LACC who are statistically sure to be victims of domestic violence, rape, and verbal abuse elsewhere.

i would love to point you to progressive measures for women's safety in international milieus.

the chronic underpay and underrepresentation of women in the USA is a part of the cultural milieu which would condone the verbal abuse of the women at LACC.

did you approve the hate speech against Japanese people at UCLA?

at which point your approval for hateful verbal conduct provokes an atmosphere of violence you might experience remorse.

i hope bartelt has experienced personal growth.

but sadly i have heard that his hatefulness to women continues at LACC.

i wish you cared.

i hope your own children have attained a higher degree of etiquette and future hiring decisions will reflect a desire to reduce the nuisance of such paper work and bureaucracy as your ineffective year long investigation has yielded.

did you come to a decision about Lanzer's jokes about the LACC rape victim? 

i hope it has been a learning experience for everyone.

i am very sorry i rubbed your nose in this, as it would have been easier for all of us if i had just brushed it under the rug with all the other sexist stuff from other white male professors at LACC.

thanks for everything.

if you get a chance
check out the jamie leigh foundation.
she was gang raped and gagged by Halliburton and KBR federal contractors.
US senators voted to keep war contractor rape victims gagged.
yes,
the same federal government that pays your salary.

in peace
eng, mary

Saturday, 30 July 2011

embassy of piracy los angeles city college 2009


embassy of piracy embarrasses the year 2009

i got so obsessed about intellectual property that year, re the pirate bay trial.
2009.
now i am starting to feel the bigger big picture.
for FBI operation onslaught against Mantech FFF III
check here

Tuesday, 26 July 2011

unileaks


it was very nice to meet unileaks associates at the wikileaks event 2 july.
i support all methods to expose industrialized and federalized corruption, even at the university level, where at times the toil feels petty.
the larger issues of torture in guantanamo and the suppression of wikileaks i find more largely a function of systemic generational gaps as they affect moral compass and dominance heirarchies.
as the blogosphere and the internet seem to be quite confusing for the Torture Generation, who rely on racist prisons, tortureINC, for their paychecks, it seems very unreasonable that they might respect your civil rights, especially within the borders of a country which supports torture and refuses to ratify the convention on the elimination of all forms of discrimination against women.
but it's a good fight, nevertheless.
i hope that all professors and war bureucrats might begin to conduct themselves in a way that stands the sunlight of transparency.
if they have conduct which embarrasses them on the blogosphere, they might take heed, before the university system becomes geriatric care.
the larger biological issue at place within such dominance heirarchies, are our elders need to be feared if not respected.
when their conduct is so unfair and discriminatory that it makes them despicable, it might be well to move towards more humble, egalitarian, and socratic methods.
cheers to unileaks and all new non-violent methods which might unseat corruption and cruelty.

Friday, 27 May 2011

macho madness with MikeDiva


for lovers of literature and eloquence please go here:
marcel proust: swann's way

for future PTSD and masochists:
go to LACC
cutters . . .
re: sleazy sexist profs obsessed with slut and prostitutes at LACC.
its not hustler mag, but close enough.
its like a funny farm pretending to be a school.
racism too.  i finally got why my latina friend was like, i wouldn't go to that ghetto school, i'm afraid of being raped.  and indeed, the rape on campus was brushed aside by the sheriffs.
and lanzer cracked jokes about how it was the rape victims fault.
poor primate!!!!
we will all die?

why be immortalized as a pottymouth on the blogosphere when you could be the five star Yelp review of teachers, with shiny red apples on your desk and devotees heady on the psychedelic music of justice?
misogyny???
like, under the che guevera flag.
even the national lawyers guild says we must resist
radical black panthers misogyny.
they meet on third and crescent heights first tuesdays at 7pm, if you want some intelligent people in the same room.
otherwise, take anthro.
ONLY IF YOU ARE A WHITE MALE.
otherwise you might get a "C" for your lack of maleness, or super-whiteness.
http://stuffwhitepeoplelike.com/2008/12/03/117-political-prisoners/
this video is in honor of brian bartelt's urinal vocabulary lessons
and
asshole theory
"show your tits" mardi gras refrain
and
"tits and ass" shoutout in cultural anthropology for which he graded me "C"
for
C???
after i asked he never never curse or say unkind things towards bulimics and anorexics or vegans or women, ever again.
in defiance of civil rights act the entire state of california is too illiterate to read now
thanks to Idiocracy.
his anger is wicked cool.  way to be fierce dude.  but i just wish he'd stop verbally his students with his prison vocabulary and turn his enemy against our real enemy
SATAN.
i mean karl rove  and WAR INC.

now i never say white
it is the ultra unsayable
unscientific and racist.
lame.
however the cultural cliches summed up in "stuff white people like"
cover many of the bases
that anthropology teaches, at LACC.
http://stuffwhitepeoplelike.com/2008/03/04/81-graduate-school/

when brian bartelt would speak of him self as "white" i felt uncomfortable.
i thought we were in a post race post gender
UTOPIA
where everyone is equal and respected.
not heterosexist elitist white male shoutathon.
i think anthro as a subject is tricky in a collateral murder
racist war era.
i rather read the gitmo files about
waterboarding in guantanamo.
http://wikileaks.ch/gitmo/

psychological abuse runs generations thick, and the racism left over in the  third generation and the fourth generation spills through to the new BP oil era "tits and ass" experts
who boldly proclaim their hate
or freedom to hate speech
asians
or bulimics
or whoever.
yes, i am calling you a nazi. or no, how about sadist. sadistic hatred of women embodied in militant verbal abuse in the classrom.
and indeed when i said terrorize, i was referring to the traumatizing effects of verbal abuse.
tthe fear of ever returning to such a place of abuse, the tears.
WHY SCREAM AT YOUR STUDENTS UNTIL THEY CRY ECKFORD, BARTELT? why.
look it up.
from ehow


What Is Verbal Abuse?

  • Verbal abuse is more than spoken negative words. Verbal abuse can be communicated with or without words in sarcasm, body gestures, tone, ignoring, rolling the eyes, laughing and teasing. The effects of verbal abuse can be experienced physically, behaviorally and emotionally. Without identifying verbal abuse, addressing it and seeking treatment, victims may experience lifelong scars and symptoms. Two common traits of verbal abusers is the brainwashing of their victims and the need to control them. Victims are brainwashed to believe everything the abuser tells them, and the abuser becomes controlling to the point of secluding the victim from friends and family.

Behavioral Effects

  • Verbal abuse has unlimited, damaging effects that may be experienced throughout life without treatment. Symptoms of behavioral effects of verbal abuse include the following and may be experienced by all ages: difficulty sleeping, profound and inappropriate sucking, biting, rocking, bed-wetting, exaggerated immature behavior, low self-esteem, excessive moodiness, aggressiveness, overacting, shyness or being withdrawn, sadness and depression, lack of trust in oneself and others, lying, stealing, and suicide.

Physical Effects

  • The age that verbal abuse began will often determine the extent of the physical effects suffered by the victim. Some of the first physical symptoms experienced in young children who are verbally abused may be a slower physical development and speech problems. As verbally abused children grow older, they may develop facial tics and go through periods of hurting themselves. Again, the age will determine the type of personal harm inflicted. Small children often bite themselves; older children may use pencils or pens to inflict harm, and if items that could be used to cut or burn themselves are readily available, older children may use these as well. Pre-teens through adults can develop eating disorders, abuse drugs and alcohol and even commit suicide.

Emotional Effects

  • The emotional effects of verbal abuse are the deep-seated feelings of low self-worth and insignificance. Victims can feel undeserving, fearful and unlovable. They also might lack of confidence and faith. The emotional effects can be as painful and difficult to overcome as any of the physical or behavioral effects.



i am really sorry to be picking on eckford and bartelt, as i have given up ALL hope.
and at a certain point bickering with idiots shows weakness.
peace out and never say an unkind word.
and watch your back LACC
columbine is a breath away, and so long as bully teachers with big egos push kids around, suicides and rampages and toilet seat grafitti and blogs will be our recourse to justice.
so count your self lucky if you make out of every day alive, so long as kamikazi lesbians
display their own
MACHO MADNESS
alphabet soup
i mean, women go la femme nikita too.  i wouldn't mess with women these days.  talking trash at us like a wanna-be larry flint.

cutting down women proves less than nothing . . .
but cuss-a-thon pissing contests

macho madness, i couldn't have said it better
thank the lovely talented MikeDiva sums up

the MACHO madness
at LACC

not nacho,
macho

as the freedom to hate speech Asians roars over at UCLA
let Macho Madness MikeDiva rock your asian button.
like anonymous and sony.

at which point LACC trying to control the internet
is like karl rove trying to gag wikileaks
and
bradley manning

or shoq trying to hunt down lockean

update: gay will be illegal in tennessee soon
so

march
to protest the indefinite detention and humiliation of bradley manning, persecuted for exposing war crimes, and for being gay
in hollywood
http://stuffwhitepeoplelike.com/2008/03/14/88-having-gay-friends/

http://www.bradleymanning.org/

 

others:


Signholding and photos: "I am Bradley Manning!"

Honolulu, HI
June 3, 2011. 6:30pm
 

Rally at Fort Leavenworth for Bradley Manning!

Leavenworth, KS
June 4, 2011. 11:30am
 

NYC Solidarity rally for Bradley!

New York, NY
June 4, 2011. 12:30pm
 

House concert for Bradley!

Santa Rosa, CA
June 12, 2011. 2:30pm
 

March for Bradley Manning at SF Pride!

San Francisco, CA
June 26, 2011. 9:45am
 

Weekly Friday vigils to free Bradley Manning!

West Hollywood, CA
August 1, 2011. 7pm
 

Thursday, 26 May 2011

i want to go back to school

but then a good friend reminds me of being talked to like an idiot by bartelt, lanzer, duffy, vargas, passman, eckford.

LACC.  better than guantanamo.   for sure.  for sure.
http://wikileaks.ch/gitmo/

waterboarding, now available in styrofoam.

i am learning so much more writing and reading wikileaks.

Friday, 20 May 2011

the legendary magic sexism of bartelt

okay.
i have spies. not really.  but the grapevine.

it makes its way around.

my un-named source has a friendwho takes class with the professor described as the one who takes acid with the kids.
now i don't know if this is true, but how timothy leary.
and i heard he went out to do shrooms with the beautiful portugese student he was sleeping with.
(deleted)

but when tax money is involved, it is obvious that she might be exploiting him as a servant of the state.

and so the latest on sexist pottymouth genius bartelt is that there is a group of girls who sit in the back of the classroom and and are considering whether or not to make a complaint on his sexism/epithets/nastiness.

the girls feel intimidated.

the phrase pearls before swine . . . comes to mind.

he is going a little crazy she says. (my sources come from conservativeland, and are unknowing of the occult . . .)
he spoke of

animals painted in caves . . .
what do you find in common with these animals
predators
owl in the tree
i know to run because witches turn into owls.

his friend thinks he's brilliant.
of course he is.
and that is why it hurts to see such brilliance turning into buckets of deep-fried sleeze.

renounce your white skin privilege say the black panthers
and then
renounce your male privilege so too . . .

as for only letting the men talk in class, and shooting the women down every time they begin to speak . . .

Monday, 2 May 2011

lacc warning system

see you in class!

warning to any and all professors.  i dont want to listen to your sexist BS.

so be ready to star on the internet as a sexist idiot if you so much as verbally harass the class in my presence!

but other than that so homesick for LA! and i love the LACC pricetag.

Tuesday, 19 April 2011

protecting students from hatred and hate crime

http://www.lacba.org/Files/LAL/Vol26No6/1439.pdf

"Under the hostile environment theory used by the OCR, if repeated
incidents of harassment or a single severe incident of harassment
occurs at a school, the school administration must take action—not
only to protect the victim but also to protect the school and staff
from liability."

get on the bus! make sure fam sues after you suicide!

suicide sparks lawsuit. sue the bullys! sue they who protect the bullys!

now if any of your teachers are so verbally abusive as to incite your suicide, prior to completing the act, include a link to this court case to your parents and their lawyer, so your family can sue LACC or whatever creepy school protects your verbal harrassment and bullying.

1. Original Complaint

RIP notre dame rape victim/suicide
=(

Tuesday, 5 April 2011

smash racism, smash sexism, smash homophobia

let me preface this with the understanding that i have worked for the legal department of the hollywood gay and lesbian center

which fields calls regarding hate crime, hate speech, partner abuse, landlord discrimination, on the job harassment.

this is beyond my level of comprehension.

if it were a set up with a fake email, designed to spur hatred, i might easily disregard it.

it reads:

LACC Another Upset Student
From:
"mxxxxx20@aol.com" 
Add to Contacts
To:maryeng1@yahoo.com


Hello Mary Eng, I'm also a student of Mr. Bartelt. I have a question for you.. Do you think Mr. Bartelt may be gay? Is that the reason for the Hate towards women?
the most important thing to realize

besides the privacy breach this student risks in writing me and the implication that repressed bisexuality or homosexuality can result in aggression----

is that hatred of anyone on gender or orientation lines is absolutely unacceptable
from our collateral murder protorture bradley manning imprisoning governement.

i tend to think everyone has endocrinology spectrum of many hormones which affect human identity.
americans eat so many cow hormones in their milk, they are actually self modifying through the endocrine uptake of other species.
there is also pollution in the water systems leading to many variations of gender and hermaphroditism.
many many foods have estrogenizing effects and can modify other endocrine function.
they say marijuana is estrogenizing.
sexual disfunction results from animal fats clogging arteries.  the more fat a man has on his body, the more estrogenic hormones are produced.
alcohol affects the body towards waist-fat acumulation, as do transfats.
our bodies and minds are complex.

for maximum health and vitality of mind i recommend a near raw vegan diet, with a wide variety of oils for the myelinization of the neural connections.  the wide spectrum of oils and proteins available in a raw vegan diet will help the brain function at optimum.

i also recommend a large amount of juice for smog-dwellers in LA.  maybe a look at ayruveda will help.

this relates to cursing professors, because their words stay in our minds to sting forever, like all verbal abuse.

we must detoxify our hearts, as victims of hate speech and rape and domestic violence and discriminatory hate speech.

how can we neutralize this powerful suffering???
I DO NOT KNOW
and furthermore
i do not exist, i am transpersonal, we are one----light seeks light----go to the place of maximum light---if you are breaking away from darkness----do not hold yourself away from light . . .

that bartelt still has a job, with which to cause grief to young students, with his vigorous sexism, is a mystery to me.

except the USA has torture written into our highest legal theory
USA hates human rights
http://www.scribd.com/disbartorturelawyers

what is missing from our society is total acceptance for all gender expression.
if humans were not so propagandized into ways of hatred, they would freely float on waves of kindnes and transcendence.

today i had a first meditation session at the brahma coumaris center in stockholm.

i distinctly thought of bartelt, and the harsh words he issued, in stark contrast to the gentleness of our teacher.
she was speaking of the metaphysical power of thoughts and words.
a basic tenant of jainism.
she asked me what spiritualtiy i have
i puzzled over
jewish
sufi
buddhist
and finally answered
JAIN
which teaches nonviolence
in
word
thought
action
http://braingarbagedystopie.blogspot.com/2010/12/buddhism-v-jainism.html

a puzzle of nonviolence is how to make justice and protect the weak.
that is why i fight and protest LACC's abuse of the young people of los angeles.
it is my higher sense of duty.
i seek to protect and inspire the young, who i witnessed being abused.
my conscience won't let me off the hook.

it is with this knowledge that i write, continually, on issues pertaining to human suffering and war.
yesterday i was working on this:
http://humanrightsartproject.blogspot.com/

i myself am gay, so gayness is wonderful to me.
if indeed bartelt was raised in a homophobic environment, as was i, he may have hidden aggression for the multigendered spirit which inhabits all of us.
this is very common.

once in class, he spoke of attraction to a transgendered male to female.
i share this feeling, although i am not sure his persoanl predilictions need be part of the discourse.
but i reject the double standard that makes talking about your heterolover as perfectly okay, but your gay or transgendered love
is subject
to don't ask don't tell,
as the love that dare not speak its name,
how oppressive!!!!!

spiritually, i think many men in america, are disempowered by the war machine atmosphere of industrialized american corporate fascism, such that they seek to re-assert their spiritual power, by verbally humiliating women.
i actually place this as a misguided socialization of a attracting cue.
such that men might think cursing at women proves their heteronormative machismo.

but also having grown up in tennessee, where homophobia is so prevalent, and knowing bartelt studied in one of the carolinas, home of much racism and sexism and homophobia, there might have been some basic enculturation at an important state of his linguistic development.
such that he cannot openly exist in kindness and compassion.

also, it is almost impossible to get on a LA bus, watch the TV, or go to a bar that you don't here some
gutter language.
this was formerly called "talking like a sailor"
or plebian
or common
or trashy
or sleazy
or salacious
prurient
or vulgar.
a friend of mine said how vulgar! regarding a simple clothing choice.
and i realize, that truly elegant men, have no need to be vulgar to prove anything to anyone.

as a mere comment can get you beaten up, outside a bar, it must be understood, that what you say can get you into infinities of trouble.

so if you think you have free speech, you still might choose your words carefully, lest they wind up making you the subject of a research project on sexism in the classroom or a future lawsuit.

a retributive justice system is a poor reflection in the material universe of immaterial karmic systems.

people like me operate outside of normal predicted behavior.
my best jobs have unpaid.
my most exciting journalistic endeavors have been unpaid.
but somehow, my quest for justice has kept me afloat through karmic paychecks i don't even understand.
simple understanding of labor law, landlord law, police brutality law have given me boosts.
i plow this back into my merciless quest for truth and justice.

one of the best things bartelt lectures on is the transpersonal.
i think of brilliant things he helped me towards, almost as frequently as i think of his verbal abusiveness.

if i had a child, no amount of verbal abuse or cruelty would ever be tolerated.

the negative trauma that i must unravel, as i try to ponder how it is possible that someone issue hateful words in a public place financed by tax payer money, is still ongoing.

i truly think anyone who is abused by federal employees should be remunerated in health care and associated expenses for trauma, grief, counseling.

the fact that the leadership of the school protects abusers, so they can try to rake in federal cash, is such an obviously unethical business model.

but at least LACC is not sprayed down with skinmelting white phosphorus like our federal government fallujah civilian massacre.

i sincerely open my heart to bisexuality, transexuality, gay expression, and hetero-love.  i think love is the sweetest thing in the world, and the only thing, really.

everything that gets in the way of love is a state of anger and war.
when we can disengage from harsh words, we can come to a place of peace.

when i moved up to oregon for more studies, there was a lot of cursing and nastiness among the vulgar country-folk who run portland state university.
http://therealpsu.blogspot.com/
they didnt seem to realize i was used to more sophisticated kinds of sexism, and have very specific tastes, when it comes to academia.

as i am out of the country now for three months, i realize, i do not want to go back to a place of oppression or hatred or verbal abuse, and all the exploitative, demoralizing advertising and language that pollute the american landscape.

my mind has many more important tasks before it without this level of constant degradation like chinese water torture.

this was a blip on the map.
what reason bartelt has for continuing to make students feel bad, as this email seems to indicate, is beyond me.
but as i have given my email front page publication, as help desk for LACC sexism, i can't begin to comprehend how retrogressive america seems in retrospective.
i hope i never go back.
http://www.scribd.com/doc/46354906/Renounce-Citizenship-USA-war-crimes

maybe bartelt should renounce his american citizenship too, because politically we have a lot in common.
he is a great teacher.
he just needs a grandmother with a bar of peppermint hemp soap to wash out his dirty mouth.
some people just crave attention.
boy do they get it.

i wish he'd put his good mind into positive peace action
satyagraha
and stop proclaiming the necessity of animal torture and meat-eating as well.
if he went vegan, and nonsexist, and meditated more, on the torture of american empire, we'd be happy to be a part of the larger future we are experiencing.
his great mind should not be wasted on hurting women who are already hurt by other aggressors.
he should pull it together and make a beautiful impact on this world, or retreat to meditation
until he can confront the human face
with kindness and truth
and compassion.


and homophobia in america is a big deal, it sparks suicide.
so really we need to smash  racism, smash sexism, smash homophobia
now
in this world

so this very curious email to me is getting published and i hope other students are not afraid to write me.
i hope i can help.