do no harm:


idit dobb-weinstein: "teaching is action and thinking at once. What I try to guard against most when I teach is not speaking as if my answer were conclusive, so as to avoid (to the extent possible) any kind of dogmatic appropriation. It is understandable why students might wish to imitate their teachers, but there are different modes of imitation. I try very hard to avoid the mimetic appropriation that is immediate, passive, and occludes thinking. One other reason is that if I made clear what my views were, and my views appeared as if they were final, it would preclude the possibility of first, students challenging me and second, learning from my students. The relation between the student and teacher is, to me, a dynamic relationship . . . Teaching and learning is a movement that occurs between. In other words, we are at once both agent and patient, both teacher and learner. If we are not very careful, we can do a great deal of harm. And that, too, I have learned from my teachers, Maimonides especially.

I believe my task is to provoke students to think and to engage them in genuine dialogue and questioning. To paraphrase a rabbinic saying, 'I have learned from my teachers, and I have learned from my peers, but I have learned most from my students.' And that is a continuous process of learning."

Wednesday, 7 April 2010

at the lawyers guild, i met this amazing lawyer lisa jaskol, a pioneer of campus sexual harassment law.
awesome.
from
the women lawyers association of los angeles
http://www.wlala.org/displaycommon.cfm?an=1&subarticlenbr=7

"Amicus Briefs 
Chair:  Lisa Jaskol 
(ljaskol@publiccounsel.org) and Cynthia E. Tobisman (ctobisman@gmsr.comThe Amicus Committee evaluates pending cases raising legal and public policy issues affecting women, and, in those cases in which WLALA agrees to participate, prepares or edits amicus briefs on behalf of WLALA.  In recent years, WLALA has participated as an amicus in a number of precedent-setting cases, including Davis v. Monroe County, in which the U.S. Supreme Court held that school districts may be held liable for their own deliberate indifference of student-on-student sexual harassment, and United States v. Morrison, in which the U.S. Supreme Court declared the civil rights remedy of the Violence against Women Act unconstitutional."

getting some support from fellow students!!!!
LACC IP club founder says please speak slowly.

now he finally gets what i am saying about embedding video in the blog.

i told him we can do the same for the IP club if we could get to an unblocked signal.
why does LACC hate tech so much?
FISA.
no that's not it.
its so easy.
i wish i could broadcast duffy, he's so great!!!!  in property law---back to my class notes---here
http://duffysrealestatelacc.blogspot.com/

making mp3s

got a little testy over the concern for my safety leaving lawyers guild last night.
i was like yes, i have been raped, strangled, car-jacked, robbed.
no big deal.
read about it here:
http://rapeisneverokay.blogspot.com/
the poverty/environmentalism which sees my tough self home by bus or train, means i feel sorry for the car people.
that they have to be so condescending, when actually i feel sorry for them, that they never get any exercise, and are scared to walk to the bus stop.

i don't really believe in real this or real that.
i'm totally facetious as usual lol!
but if you want to read about the real LACC
read here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Los_Angeles_City_College
its wiki-real!
open to change and wiki-nerd modification.
i'm a blogger nerd not a wiki nerd.

oh and my friend is dropping his class with the majorly sexist law prof.  he can't take it anymore.
why?
why does the prof have a job?
why does he terrorize innocent minds?
why does admin protect it and not demand more?

i want interviews explaining things.

dan diamond says i need to go the school board or sacramento or something.  i already did, but need to again, because the icing on the cake keeps getting thicker.  the belligerent stream of cruelty is irrevocable.  it poisons the experience.
it gives me anxiety.
it also makes me laugh it is so absurd.

thinking of shelley's writing the necessity of atheism and getting kicked out of oxford in consequence, and his young death.
funny that writing can be so dangerous.
but is it?
i think of blogs as ghettos for the disenfranchised educationally.
if i'd gotten a stupid PHD by now i could have had one of those cush do-nothing jobs, at least at LACC or utah state or somewhere boring.
and have a little money, and drink coffee, and go to school to call kids a bunch of epithets my racist sexist parents/teachers taught me.
and get paid for it.
get the school sued for it.
piss off a bunch of people.
reinforce the status quo.
go way hoi polloi.
make them laugh like LACC is the comedy store and i'm michael richards.
yeah.

hey but wait a minute, my parents were enlightened people . . . and i don't watch TV . . . and when lame hipsters try to rub their creepy sexist language off on me, i tell them to never call me again.
i really mean it.
i am so over all this creepiness.

except i'm bought off by hope for a degree, a good class, a crystal of information, a shred of respect, a discussion, a learning experience, a job, a future, a pell grant, a loan.

ready for a mountain.
and can't wait for class tomorrow.
class sometimes makes my head feel amazingly sparkly.
it was so funny one day when bartelt said "speak english woman!" when i said double entendre.
what a laugh.
new resolution, to try to write like i think.
and if that means some nonsense or latin or french or whatever so be it.
it will be wonderful
just wish i knew hebrew and arabic.

i love the internet.
fantastic times at LACC!!!!

love my classes!!!!!

sheila and i went to the lawyers guild last night and had a blast learning about the budget crisis and protest arrests and police involvement.

LACC is a beautiful spartan campus nestled in the interstices between koreatown and hollywood.
there are such lovely people there and such a wealth of diversity!!!!  i will never have such a good time!!!

but i wish my professors were more respectful, or modern, or tech savy, or that teachers cared about equality. equality is a joke.

my favorite professors made jokes yesterday about prostitution and margaret thatcher being a man.
i found it tasteless and unfunny.
but at least we know what their obsessions are.

these are the good teachers, the excellent ones, comparatively.
i like them in spite of everything.

ms. matranga in OSS really tried to put out my passion over disability rights.
all this tech stuff is confusing i know!!!!
equality stuff!
out of the stone ages stuff!!!

lawyers are the best!!!!
i think eric kim rules for getting LACC the best price on incompetance.
he wouldn't tell me how much LACC had to settle for, but i am sure he worked hard to cover for the lazy administrations failure to prevent lawsuits.

gene little said that some students allege racism when they get bad grades.
cool thing about me is i don't give a flip about grades!!!!!

so my motives are a little more pure.
i care about respect, and getting my grants and loans, and getting to a better school, and a better city.
but if the old mavens think i will not talk back when they spew misogyny all over the class, they are wrong.
in titus andronicus, the maimers of lavinia cut out her tongue so she could not speak.
that won't be me.
i will not have my mouth taped, veiled, muffled, silenced.
my favorite professor of all time had to sue regarding discriminatory tenuring policies.
the fight is not over, for respect.

give a little, and they will take a lot.
better to be on the offense, and let them know, we have higher standards, academically and otherwise.
okay we don't have a big budget.
but plenty of people with lots of money have no class, and plenty of poor people have tons of class.
so LACC has to act all shady and hateful and cover their tracks and insult people at every turn like its not the internet age.
like we won't video it, tape it, blog it, remember it, sue over it.
haha.
they are so funny.
they come from innocent times, when you could get away with murder.
true equality and true respect are just around the corner.
but the pompous fools with big egos and outdated worldviews have to divest of their hatred, and look critically at their own creepiness, before the future can happen.
it is not cool to cut the disability services budget.
its not cool to block the technology that would bring the school up-to-date.
it is not cool to keep calling women prostitues and cheesecakes in class.
its LAME.

Monday, 5 April 2010

letter to district counsel eric kim:


more blogs

two more class blogs for educational purposes---are you anti-education or anti-functionality of internet web notetaking?

do you realize i am volunteering as an innovator for the tech pilot program which will catch lacc up to date with tech streaming etc?
i have the support of several professors and susan matranga in OSS (for disabilities).

are you aware of the digital components of all the best schools, stanford, harvard, LSE etc?
do you realize i am doing this for free bc i really care about education and learning and disability rights?

this is for our extracurricular IP club that deals with paralegal club dept deficits.
why is LACC anti-tech?

why is the IT signal so slow and blocked against streaming classes?
do you realize how beneficial open content will be for tutors for the blind and dyslexic, everyone?

do you realize this could be a paid IT job of the future---to build archives of the teachers who are actually good?
duffy in law and bartelt in anthropology have such worthwhile classes, and they are both supportive and intrigued.

i really appreciate your attention, and think it is very important for you to make such requests, for your records, visavis old fashioned IP norms.

i however do not politically believe in censorship and restriction of information on IP or any other grounds, as i similarly, and yet seemingly contradictorily do not want to be around crass proffs who fill their own mouths with expletives and spew them on us.

if they want to be crass and foul and sexist, maybe they need a blog, and then someone with some skill and decency could have a job, and we could retire the offending profs and their enabling admin protectors.


gene little was really nice today on the phone.  
i added a disclaimer to the real lacc.
you know i publish and delete things all the time on a whim.  but you know it is admin's province to head off PR nightmares in the digital age.

if they adequately trained professors and dealt with the epidemic of incompetence, their would be no blogs decrying them.

so why don't you send christie passman a takedown notice too, and tell her to clean up the sloppy lazy misogynistic and racist language and harassment that permeates many departments.
why don't you guys get proactive?
to protect the taxpayer, protect the students, and to protect yourselves.

the blogosphere should be the least of your worries.  it is the real incompetence and failure for educational equity that is the real problem.
real human beings are walking out of class because of sexism, islamophobia, denigration of mexicans, sterotyping african-americans, sexual harassment by gym teachers, law proffs obsessed by the words slut whore hooker prostitute and a homophobic obsession over whether or not tom cruise is gay.
this is total BS and not academic.
it is not equal and not fair.
i'm giving you a heads up to be nice.
same for the kids.
mary eng
i just wanted to thank office of legal counsel for LACC district for reading my blog!!!!!!!  thanks eric kim!  i'm sorry i was so aggressive on the phone!  i just think its such a waste of school money and student time, to have an administration that can't screen out the sexist proffs or at least advise them of the legal responsibility to shut their yapping sexist mouths!!!!
they can totally still be sexist and creepy on their own time, it just shouldn't happen at LACC paid for by tax dollars.
its unfair.
its sloppy.
it was also nice talking to gene little about equality on campus.  i told him we are on the same team.
neither of us want any more expensive lawsuits wasting LACC money over professorial incompetence.  the funny thing about free speech, is that the blogosphere is really free.
so free i think i'll copy paste eric kim's take down notice so we can discuss intellectual property and censorship with a fun study problem.

while it would be super easy to censor this out of the school paper, or the company website, this is an entirely different medium.
probably nobody reads this, so i don't think eric kim, legal counsel to the school, should be so worried.
and like i told gene little a moment ago, if the professors were 100% professional and non-offensive, antiracist, and antisexist, then there would be no reason to waste my time writing a blog on a field of law i find rather boring.

i am far more interested in environmental and human rights law.
the fact that the professors think its okay to speak sexistly to women, is just so shocking.  so old school.  so bad TV.
i thought they were trying to get fired, but really, friends don't fire each other.

i think the brilliant fink lawyer and i had some ideological disparities, or rather, lucrative disparities.  while being an outstanding pioneer on sexual harassment law, this might not be a quick kill.  we do have to work within the prevailing idiocracy which prefers egregious harassment.

i love talking to these honored elders.  i'm sorry if i implied they are out of touch or complacent.
i'm not going to be around much longer anyway.
i'm doing it for the people.
even a lot of guys are sick of sexist backward professors.
i'm not kidding.
young guys are so amazing sometimes.
they just are so much more fair.
i love it!!!!
so the BS radar is in place, and thanks for reading!!!!
hopefully everything will be so perfect from now on, that we can whitewash history!!!!! pretend that women were never shut out of academia, pretend they don't make 60-70% of the white male dollar.  Pretend LAPD prosecutes rape, and doesn't just ignore the DNA evidence.  we can pretend that women are not harassed at work or the home too.

the huge waste of time, of taking a class, and then showing up to be verbally abused, and condescended to . . .  well . . .
blogs are free!!!!!
therapy!!!!!

but what eric kim doesn't get about the algebra blogspot is that i have the support of disability services which was so excited to see the american sign language videoed via free bambuser.com.  i am working as a volunteer to develop alternative tutorial methods.
and build archives.
so is office of legal counsel trying to say they really want dyslexic people and deaf people to not have learning resources?
that seems pretty anti-education to me.

p.s. its not like i think lacc district would actually sue me, although it would be totally funny.
sue me for #1 getting harassed and #2 complaining.  that would be so bogus.
they need to learn how the internet works.

its not my job to contain damage.  its their problem.  its their little PR nightmare and all the more reason they should get their professors into shape.
so they don't get bad reviews on yelp or ratemyproffs or blogs dah!

Hello Ms. Eng: 
I hope you were able to get in touch with Cristy Passman, Compliance Officer at LACC or Gene Little, the District's Director of Diversity Programs, after our conversation.   
Also, the Los Angeles Community College District (the "District") requests that you change the name of your blog(s), (i.e., "thereallacc.blogspot.com," "laccalgebra.blogspot.com") so that "lacc" is not incorporated into the name.   Under the California Education Code, the college names and abbreviations of those names are the property of the District, and cannot, without permission of the District, be used to designate any business, social, political, religious, or other organization.  Of course, you are certainly free to comment about LACC within the body of the blog.  Thank you.    
Eric Kim, Assistant General Counsel

Saturday, 3 April 2010

i am deeply sorry for all my previous impressions. i feel so lucky to have a few good teachers, and love the confidence it gives me to be challenged intellectually.
i am sorry i ask so much.
i have made an effort to get my head out of the muck.  for instance, i think duffy in the law department is such a valuable resource. his mind is razor sharp and his lecture fast.  i thanked him for his effort, with hint of other dissatisfactions.  he said, "oh, we're just old fashioned" and then i thought of sister mary david and her old fashioned grammar class.  low fi classrooms with a strict approach.  but duffy makes such clever jokes you rarely laugh out loud.  all the brain is occupied decoding them.  there is no time to laugh, he goes so fast, but gee he's funny.
i told him we need to digitize his lecture, just like they are doing at every major school, at london school of economics, or new york law.
i love c is for culture.
http://nyls.mediasite.com/mediasite/SilverlightPlayer/Default.aspx?peid=4f3acab65b424c17b0eeb26ec8be6bc2

and then my anthropology teacher ties the loose knots of what was the frayed odds and ends of philosophy i pretended to care for as a child.  and i am almost sure he is the best teacher ever, but maybe that is because i agree with him on so many things.  important things regarding racism and the environment.  so while my tuition is free, my rent is not, and i am here collecting debt and art, and reading this
http://digitallibrary.usc.edu/search/controller/view/usctheses-m220.html
if brian bartelt sticks around LACC you should really take his class.  no matter what your major or interest, we are all humans.  it is quite stunning.  and the field so profound.
while some professors could dull something to the excitement level of a dripping faucet, some have a gift for enthusiasm.
so i don't really despise LACC at all.
i just am trying to avoid bad energy, even including classroom bad energy.
the miracles of abstract thought and language are themselves magnificent.  but that is no excuse for sloppiness, sexism, and racism. especially tax-funded.
but i  think it is important to note that we are going to these old systems for old information, given in old formats.
so when they hand you a floppy disk, just say thank you and throw it over your shoulder into the infinities of ewaste.
when and if i leave, i will bask in the joys of tuitioned classes, or new loans, inconceivable loans.  i pray, i hope edu can go on for ever.  but i will have itunes U and books, and text to speech, and the wisdom of anyone, anywhere.
and that proff so and so brings a sexist tone etc, is just another drop in the bucket of the sorrows of american misogyny.
i am so sorry to exist, and i do not prefer to be around hater-people.  i think its lousy they can get paid to spread their hate ideologies.  my internet lectures at good schools, are completely compelling and academic. professional.

but the human experience, and the joy of speaking in class, questioning, and the joy of anticipation for class, that is really priceless.
as though there were nothing more we wanted than to be respected in our minds, to be treated as intellects, separate from the wageslave atmosphere of so many dead-end jobs.
LACC stop protecting abuse, stop paying settlements for incompetent admin, recognize the humanity of us . . . and stop protecting abuse.
hope its a great spring break everybody

Friday, 2 April 2010


pam cash! i think you are always right!  i think i am going to move to oregon to participate in this phenomenon.  take some enviro policy and try to get into enviro law if i can figure out how to finance it.  if you have a scholarship foundation anytime soon, please help! so if i can't live my facetious edu dreams, then i will become one of those eco-hippie types, full time.  but what is messed up about LA most of all is the air.  i can feel it destroying my body, the lack of oxygen and rain.  the smog takes 20 points off my IQ which fortunately i can spare, but really sometimes i want them back.
i think my smog adaptiveness fails me because i grew up around oxygen.  my smog gills are just weak.  they didn't learn how to convert thick carbon monoxide and airborne particulate into powerful ideas like, pop culture.  i am stuck.  my brain is hungry.  i have to go.
even if oregon is a bunch of arm-chair activists and overeducated broke hippies, i really can't sacrifice my health much longer for life in this creepy town full of backward city planning, anti-recycling ethos, foul water, foul air, and narcissistic luddites.  if you have any ideas feel free to write me.  my anthro teacher set us up for this fun 8 week series at LACC sustainability with giovanna imbesi.  of course she has copyright password protected her little workbook, because you dont want too many people to catch on, you know, it is important to keep it secret and elite and ego-based!!! but overall it is a rad class and i can't wait to present.  and of course you know, LACC is not neo-richhippy melananin deficient trustafarian,  by any means.  we are talking a rad earth week, community garden etc.
of course admin is oblivious about discrimination and earth-hating policies.
they are so one-foot-in-the-grave boomer apathetic about everything, except their stupid paychecks.

i think you are profound.  what i want to know is that if that organic food is soaked in acid rain & airborne carcinogens, and irrigated with petrochemical, pharmaceutical laced water . . . how organic is it?
and hey greenwash is what they call this magic wand eco-narcissism that is self-deceptive.
or in law there is a whole new wave of litigation contra the grand greenwash deception, which uses green brand identity to trick well meaning consumers.
fiji and windex are among the sued . . . that's kind of cool isn't it . . .


in response to amazing
pam cash's

http://pamcash.livejournal.com/909968.html:

"I got an email from a place called Common Circle Education in Berkeley, Ca about a class they devised called Urban Permaculture Design.

This excited me greatly. It'd been what I'd been clamboring for in my head. I envisioned Downtown having gorgeous rooftop gardens, solar panels, local economies that could increase the standard of living for a lot of my neighbors and peers. Local production, local commerce, all within our deliciously dense jungle. 
 What I found on the site looked extremely disappointing.  Not only did it look like the word "Urban" was only thrown in the title to make it sound cool (I didn't see one photo of an even slightly urban situation!), but it went on to talk about green building, etc...

now, I'm no architect, nor am I a surveyor, nor am I an environmental analyst, but I'm pretty sure that tearing down the old buildings here and building a nice new Woodsy lookin' palace for rich white people would use MORE RESOURCES than occupying an old one and restoring it and maybe even convert it to using nice Sun-energy.

They talk about how exciting it will be to learn about using cool natural irrigation systems. I know I'm excited to gather and harvest the one week of rain we get here in SoCal. Conveniently, the classes are in NorCal or Oregan where nobody has to worry about such bothersome dryness. Maybe they would tell us all to move out to their suburban havens, which surely wouldn't be havens anymore once they became dense and other non-agricultural economies moved in.

The thing is I WANT to do this permaculture stuff, I want to live sustainably and I want to create awesome communities. But can the solution be that you're either A) an agrarian, or B) a magically rich person in some undisclosed location who buys the stuff but doesn't really factor into the big picture? My guess is that they have their heads so far up their idealistic asses that they have disdain for any city dweller, especially us vile and perverted Angelinos. I watched their little video.  "People live in cities... they're out of touch with nature." The same could be said with them and the reality of what is actually happening in the world and the type of change we really need.

So I wrote a  letter. I copied it to paste here but then uncopied it to copy the link so now it's gone. It was through their site, not my gmail, so I can't go back and get it. Lost. But it basically talks about that, and about how people who are privileged enough to afford their class have a responsibility (in my opinion) to make it useful to people in lower socio-economic classes. For example, if I learn how to be an organic farmer and run away to live on a little commune, I help the world by making them food, but I run away from the huge problem of all the homeless people in LA, and all the other myriad problems here. We need solutions for our communities, not solutions that involve running off to a modern hut in Hawaii. I don't want to save the world by living in a fringe dream where I can ignore the huge problems that matter to all kinds of people, not just neo hippy people.

So they haven't written back, but I've received an automated response encouraging me to be their facebook friend.

I'm not just trying to pick on them. I want them to offer a class that can be useful to me, not a judgemental bullshit class about yoga in a forest. I want to be a part of the solution. Maybe a big part! But I also want to listen to metal shows on the weekends, wear fancy clothes and have martinis, go to perverted clubs and dance to really loud music, and make out with strangers. Unless you, the reader, are my parents, in which case I'd like to stay home and read books during my free time.

I'd encourage the HUGE readership of my blog to t
 ake a look at the site and tell me your opinion. 
You can also check out the 
youtube video that infuriated me. 
Conclusion: I want to help the world too. I just want to do it in a city. Because I think rural living is crap, and wastes 
a lotmore energy than it thinks it wastes. I don't want to have my own organic farm! But I love organic farmers. Thank you for making my food.<3"

Thursday, 25 March 2010

writing team.
videoblog
http://bambuser.com/channel/maryeng1/broadcast/648053
"LACC: free tuition in hell?"
please somebody watch it.
its about wasted taxes and administrative laziness.
"i need direct email of gene little to discuss the new LACC Equality Coalition.
i need to speak with him ASAP, make and appointment, and send him the research i am formulating."
thru message filter pop up.
no direct email listed--
to district diversity programs, gene little's office.
they won't pick up the phone, and i need an appointment and direct email for my e-evidence trail.

talked to delightfully careful office of general counsel for LACC district eric kim
legal counsel.
retained the right to silence re: lopez homophobia payout.
and re: administrative incompetence.

Wednesday, 24 March 2010

codes
dead end systems
amazing marginalized chicana movement facing digital divides
http://bambuser.com/channel/anthropologylacc/broadcast/645377
LACC broadband block hurts education
fight for free and open streaming of intelligent info.
research campus blocks re p2p suits

not to mention ADA
http://www.afb.org/
restricted tech roadblocks
restricting edu prosperity cognitive potentials
rigours

plurilateral
ACTA
IFPI
boomerlaw
going here http://www.abilitiesexpo.com/

can't wait.
hope to learn a lot
april 9-11 at the la convention center.
re: OSS LACC and disabilities and ADA.
someone told me to focus on things outside school.
oh yes of course like disbartorturelawyers.com or my enviro law casebook, or food not bombs, or endless things like rape and LAPD failure to test rapist DNA http://rapeisneverokay.blogspot.com/

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http://caselaw.lp.findlaw.com/cgi-bin/getcase.pl?court=9th&navby=docket&no=9555936

the case fink recommends, i realize i am familiar with.
yes, yes.

my educator brainiac friend/consultant dan diamond helped me look up all these
people
http://laccd.edu/contact_us/
who because of having goofy old school web design won't properly publish the emails for making a report.  so i'll have to call first.

and he recommended too http://www.splc.org/ who so far have failed to write me back.
fun, fun!

excited about making an equality coalition that is specifically anti-racist, anti-sexist, anti-homophobic, and anti-islamaphobic.
so honored to be getting the attention of los angeles's pre-eminent sexual harassment litigator.
he is sending me legal homework.  i love it!!!!!  i want to intern with him.  he sued dov charney for workplace harassment. lol.

email response this morning re the sexual harassment legal theory of the future and the sexist version of Jim Crow, where we are told it's equal and supposed to believe it, but it is clearly not.

dear fink!!!! (sent 3-24-10 7 am)
"thanks so nice to hear from you



thanks for the homework.

my particular interp i realize would allow for true and real equality and abandonment of all epithet and degrading terms.
i realize that is counterculture and might be difficult to litigate.

what inspired me to contact you too was this recent
which just settled.

the kid who made the homophobic speech is getting paid for being called a "bastard," which to me is a pretty meaningless old word.

but the fact that the admin is probably ignoring the CA AB 1825


BASIC PROVISIONS OF CALIFORNIA'S AB 1825

Two Hours of Training Every Two Years

The deadline for the first round of AB 1825 training was December 31, 2005. Thereafter, employers must provide two hours of sexual harassment training to each supervisory employee, every two years.
is GNARLY TO ME.

if i have to go to class and hear whore, slut, n*****, hooker, i really do not find this fair and equal.  how much more hostile could the atmosphere get????

an educational fair use argument only goes so far if coupled with sloppy academic standards and specific targeted ridicule of the black women in the class.

whether or not it is worth your time, or abides by this PC/antiPC free speech/hate speech grey zone, to me is unimportant compared to the larger issue at play involving school admin's failure to safeguard against suit.

even if the courts ruled in LACC's favor, the legal expense and waste of resource could easily be prevented by having educated, careful, and sensitive education of professors.

this is fiscal irresponsibility.

this walking into a danger zone of potential litigation, which is happening in many departments, to me shows lack of administrative oversight.

whether the alleged discrimination is provable to a sexist court by sexist white CEDAW-rejecting misogynist america, is less critical than the fact that, admin is failing the taxpayer by paying huge claims for clearly preventable dangerous speech situations, where professors act totally oblivious to any concern for legal repercussions.

the irony of this happening in the paralegal department does not escape me, but these aren't the sharpest knives in the drawer here.

i will read the san bern case and have already read a lot on the issue, with similar effect as you describe.
quite aware.
my quest for litigatory activism is defiant of the norms which sanction this constant belligerent atmospheric attack on women and their integrity in the workplace and school.

to me, this is similar to the sexist version of Jim Crow.
where everyone is trying to tell me how equal it is for me to shut up and get called a slut, whore, hooker, etc.

the fact of the matter too is that i grew up in the luxury of a far more educated atmosphere than this.
i find this jerry springer style approach to teaching an academic failure most of all, regardless of the litigability of the offensive speech.

i am looking forward to extracting more stories from other students.
the doormat culture is pervasive, but the discomfort is high.

these poor kids need a liberation from LACC's pathetically low standards.

i appreciate your support so much fink.
i really also appreciate the gravity of dov charney's propaganda exploits against you, and admire the fact that you would risk the repercussions of suing the goebbels of trashy ad campaigns.
that he so effectively has tried to defame you, bespeaks highly of his propaganda skills, his lack of dignity, and hatred of women.

thanks for being there to take hits, on our behalf.
i have more emails too i may forward.
i will try to dig thru them for relevant stuff.
i find it tedious how losery the school is.
blogging
mary eng
p.s. may forward to other specific people in the district.




From: Keith Fink
To: mary eng
Sent: Wed, March 24, 2010 4:32:35 AM
Subject: Re: (correspondence with discrimination ombudsman )Fw: LACC paralegal retaliation

I will have to study these e-mails. However you should read Cohen v. San Bernadino. Merely because a Professor says something non PC (even something some perceive as sexist or racist) doesn't mean he has violated Title IX or Title VI. You need to focus on the specific statements and the context they were made.
Sent via BlackBerry"

Saturday, 20 March 2010

okay so you probably know that my school, los angeles city college, loves to get sued.
http://jonathanturley.org/2009/02/15/los-angeles-city-college-sues-over-christian-based-presentation-in-speech-class/
whether it is hate speech or free speech, they like to make it easy to sue them.

that's great for lawyers, but not for taxpayers.
cheers!
http://www.elt-inc.com/our-solutions/harassment/california-sexual-harassment-training-law-ab-1825-and-elt-solutions/

are they compliant with CA AB 1825?

Basic Provisions of California's AB 1825

Two Hours of Training Every Two Years

The deadline for the first round of AB 1825 training was December 31, 2005. Thereafter, employers must provide two hours of sexual harassment training to each supervisory employee, every two years.
if they were i bet none of this nonsense would be happening.

and furthermore calling the vociferous homophobe a "bastard" or whatever would not have occurred.
maybe we should tell them about the internet.
thesauri.
but really, it might be better to get that laminated business 101 at borders books for the admin peeps.
keep it simple.
or send them a link.

or when they lose in court maybe they can go here for third party post litigation ethics oversight.
http://www.ethicspoint.com/
that was in my west's business law book.
i called and plan to tour their operation next time i'm in oregon.
they are helping lots of companies through the post-class action litigation.
that treads a bit on labor law territory.
check out my new blog, http://laborlawfornonlawyers.blogspot.com/


prevention is the cure.
ahhh!!!!!
they deserve a seven dollar ethics lesson, after all the entertainment!

or maybe they should read this
http://volokh.com/posts/1247685307.shtml

or all the awful things on ratemyprofessors.com about sexism in the paralegal department.  i was glad to know it wasn't just me.

observing incompetent admin is a spectator sport.

another thing i wanted to understand was that how harassment law for the workplace and in schools coalesce.  as the schools have federal laws to follow, and the state labor law i know pretty well, and then hey, what about  respondeat superior ?  that means the bosses are responsible for the mistakes of the workers.  hmmmm.


the poor collegian acts like printed media matters.  cute, isn't it?
i heard they are mad about censorship from the president.
http://www.splc.org/newsflash.asp?id=2011

i'm going to contact
the student press law center
Frank D. LoMonte, Esq.
Adam Goldstein, Esq..
Student Press Law Center
(703) 807-1904
splc@splc.org 


regarding passman's equivocal, oh there was such worse discrimination in her day theory: just because you lived through the sixties doesn't make mega-creepiness okay.
she is failing us all.
now a lot of professors have been included in my spam-power.
now its time to blog it write the splc and the collegian.

roll call
social sciences
sociology
gym
paralegal
speech class

how many more islamic students have been told they don't belong here because of the way they dress?
that story was straight from christy passman's mouth.
it's not funny.

who has walked out of class because of professor harassment?

who has suffered anxiety because of unfair treatment in class?

who is sick of laziness or just plain inanity?

who was in the class where the professor constantly makes masturbation references?

or prostitution references?

why do people tell me stuff like this? it bothers me.

i turned my head and said, "did he really just say that?"
prof:
"if told her that she's a sl*t & by walking the streets could make more money than by becoming a paralegal.
is this defamatory?" chortle.
not kidding.

who has been ridiculed as mexican, sl*t, wh*re, the n--- word an okay class room iteration, i am not kidding, with professors who speak about prostitutes and "hookers" excessively, who say stupid woman, dumb woman, cheesecake . . .
who obviously aren't up-to-date on international law or human trafficking issues either . . .

if we are at LACC, we are too poor to be wasting our time.

and you know what? i am more liberal than you'd ever imagine.
private lives are private.
but when the class content is destroyed by verbal excesses from professors with no super-ego supervision or sense of modernity . . . respect, or respect to the school and taxpayer .  . .
we all suffer.

if i wanted to be around trashtalk pop culture i would buy a TV.
sweetman (legal department head) and passman said, ahhh, they were just trying to be funny!

i told them this is not a stand-up comedy club.
it's a school.
and as michael richards proved, there are limits to the acceptable, even at a comedy club.

but its becoming clear to me that admin are the biggest comedians at the club.

some kinds of language have no place anywhere, especially in a diverse school with people from all over the world.
if this were the all white male skull and bones university frat club in 1910, i think all the racism and sexism might be a little more culturally appropriate.

but hello!!!!!!
it's the future!
"it's the future, get down!" as intone my favorite political rappers Das Racist.  on youtube you can watch them talk about being inspired by the kid who called out about some deranged racist ideologue on TV, "that's racist!" where normally the conditioned adult response would be to politely say, "that's offensive."
but that they are tired of watering it down.
why dilute it?
its racist, sexist, whatever, why not just say it?!
http://www.myspace.com/dasracist

as for the professors, i just thought they were trying to get fired . . .
retired . . .
i don't blame them . . .
i'm sorry they didn't get retired so they can relax a little, and watch more TV and drink more scotch . . .
i'm sorry they still think they should be teaching.
and some of them are doing better, now that i complained.

but thanks to christy passman . . .
they are still paid staff . . .
and i know good teachers out of work . . .
thanks to student complicity

people come tell me stuff.  why? why don't they complain to everybody like i did?
or maybe they complain like i did, and are treated dismissively like i was.
that's scary.

of course they all did nothing. admin. sacramento.  the feds.
jamillah moore, sweetman, the nice dean who looked rather shocked at me being assigned to write a paper defending topless dancing as free speech for the prostitute-obsessed, and extra creepy, creep.

christie said take it to ASO.
like i should do her job for her, for free.
right.
because she has no guts or relevance.

CEDAW.
read about it.

what other departments allow incompetence so extreme it just has lawsuit written all over in flashing neon?

this is fraud to the taxpayers.
and professors write to tell me they don't have time for unimportant things like equality.

or saying i don't get why you care, usually people only care when they have something at stake.
like money?
like dignity?
like community?
like respect?
like equality?
like professionalism?
like education?

if you are a taxpayer, i hope you are happy to know you fund discrimination at LACC.
like the UCLA taser case, we need to get the lawyer's guild on this.

to personally contextualize this argument, it might be important to let you know a little about my background so you can discredit me.
#1 female---just kidding!
normally i like to keep art and life separate.
but what is very significant to me is the extreme degree of respect my father showed me my entire childhood.
he never spoke crassly of women.
he was a champion of civil rights in the fifties and sixties, even into the oughts when he helped get the first black musician, deford bailey, inducted into the racist country music hall of fame.
he helped single mothers get education and jobs and houses in the war on poverty social programs that got slashed to pieces by reaganomics.
he changed strangers' busted tires.
he really liked oprah winfrey.
i remember the first time i tried to understand the word rape as i saw it published in the newspaper when was about eight.
and then reading about the childhood rape oprah made public in her autobiography.
my dad had feminism in his library and emily dickinson was one of his biggest heroes.
emily bronte, too.
he was traumatized by the vietnam massacres and by his fears of his father's CIA job.
i remember how he taught me the protocol for assassination, through dissolution of identity, and microtasking of orders, and a complicated chain of command, so that nobody knows really who anybody is and who killed whom.
it bugged him.
he had so much compassion . . .
he was smart enough to evade the killing scene . . .
he was addicted to caffeine tablets and told us when he took too much.
his brain is fried now cold silent.
he might have got secretly dosed acid back in the sixties at a party.
he saw connections where no one else did.  it was the most magnificent thing about his mind.

my mother told me she decided to move to the integrated neighborhood in nashville tennessee because she didn't want me to grow up racist like some of my delusional relatives in oregon.
the little kids from racist families in my neighborhood were forbidden to play with me and michael because we played with marcel and danjele.
that was weird when my mom had to explain racism.
of course it makes no sense to kids.

i saw racist police brutality at age seven, and in 2007 at macarthur park.
hey taxpayer, you just got billed a huge settlements to the victims of the LAPD macarthur park brutality extravaganza.
cheers!
my mother kicked a KKK wizard out of her veteran's administration emergency room, because she's tough like that.
there is a rumor that my grandmother was an honorary black panther.  both my grandmothers helped immigrants with literacy and activism.

then in 2005, my amazing brother gabriel eng, threw a big africa art, music, and  sustainability festival.
the young black panthers spoke.
the most valuable thing i remember were the words, "renounce your white skin privilege."

it is still sinking in.
renounce your white male heterosexist privilege.
renounce it all.
do not accept the benefits which are given to you by accident.
protest heterosexist marriage/civil unions.
protest sexist churches
protest homophobic churches.
protest and renounce this.

so to get back to my story----i was a reader. i read everything. really. darwin, tolstoy, everything, almost.
now i like to skim around in 1000 page law books, and i love the big old internet!!!!
i read all the old school feminism, women novelists, virginia woolf, jeanette winterson, julia kristeva, hannah arendt, luce irigaray, anna akmatova, djuna barnes, anais nin, kate chopin, plath, sexton, sappho, edna st. vincent millay, austen, the brontes.
i was quite delighted to find my father discussing sappho and mystical lesbos in an essay previewed on google books.
it was dawning on me how lucky i was to grow up under his tutelage.
his old quaker fiance taught him about peace.  he was a sensitive guy, a nouveau romantic poet. the sensitive scorpio, to my mother's determined takecharge capricorn, forget gender norms.
my dad was an atheist with a huge collection of occult books, satanism, anarchism, witchcraft, possessions, feminism, politics, literature, history . . .
my mother is very catholic, in the progressive catholic worker sense, the mother theresa sense.
she paid other people's rent, bought them food.  we put up homeless families and handicapped parishoners in our home.
father strobel, our priest was like an uncle.  he put the homeless first, defying the church.
his mother, mary catherine, was stabbed to death on the way to the soup kitchen with a sack of potatoes.
not kidding.
she looked pale in a baby blue dress in her coffin.
a little boy was lynched two miles from my family home.  i was eight or so.  he was seven.  he had the wrong color.
my mother told me about eating in the segregated colored restaurant because she couldn't stand to be around all the racists. and how they looked at her funny.
she worked for the blind and deaf in detroit.
she sent me some edith stein.

my favorite professor wayback had to sue my creepy old alma mater for discriminatory tenuring etc.
i'm so proud of her.
http://caselaw.lp.findlaw.com/cgi-bin/getcase.pl?court=6th&navby=case&no=99a0243p

equality at school is just one of my pet causes.
i have way too much passion to go around, since my will to live came back.

i'm going to LACC because i dropped out of my big fancy scholarship education around a bunch of conceited rich kids, because they got on my nerves, as did a few of the professors. plus i was  generally starving myself for lack of money for food or clothes.

then when the stupid CIA money came it all went to enron, make no mistake.  i was hoping to tell grand-dad i needed to get back to school, because i was too smart to deal with all the stupid stuff in real life.
instead though, he died, and i got left out.
that's not too important.
but now that i've finally made it back to school, after hanging out in the extremes of impovrished america to faux-ivy league with fullbright scholars etc.  i really got to say that my standards are high because i allow them to be.

so i sent out mad letters two days ago.
i'm laughing out loud.
i cc'ed all the offending proff's in and gave them an invite to mail me a written legal defense of their creepy harassing behavior, and or an apology.
isn't that funny?????
who would do that?

so basically i want to start an equality coalition.
and meet and discuss the international and local issues regarding equality.
i already want to ask all my friends who told me about their bad experiences.
then we can make a compendium of incidents and publish it here and give it to the collegian and the FIRE group and to passman and all the deans and leader people.
and make sure we don't forget disability educational access equality too.
because the students with disabilities are being hurt really bad by the budget cuts, and by lack of tech and resources and tutors.

so if anybody reads this thanks and be in touch.
maryeng1@yahoo.com
and hey, if yr a good writer maybe you can help translate all this.
don't blame me for my chattery style.
linearity is my nemesis.
it gives me panic attacks.
i read a lot of surrealism, breton, the poets, dadaism, ezra pound, antonin artaud, bataille, james joyce, pynchon, etc.
i love chaos
so don't tell me to start making sense, or speak english, or punctuate, or speak in sentences.
this is just a blog.
grammar can destroy impact of force and waste time.

old letter:

flash back to two days ago (and a year ago when this stupid story started---maybe i'll repub the old emails too---or yelp them---e-evidence them out into the cosmos and collective BSometer consciousness or Yelp them and make LACC pay to remove them from top search query, i love YELP's monetization of internet libel extortion scheme---its brilliant!!!! oh yeah but they're being sued too . . .)

i wrote
to the LACC ombudsman for discrimination,
you know who,


i deeply apologize for differing in opinion re:the handling of the "sl*t" case (encompassing a whole series of incidents)
while not quid pro quo
it was rather atmospheric

i maintain my allegation that language has a permanent lasting effect on the recipients (or eligible parties) who are thus designated 

and therefore are subject to unequal treatment
in contradiction to my interp of fed & state law and handbook rules

it was not in any way to disparage your job, that i semi-publicly draw attention to this scandal, but for the good of all.

i am glad the outcome with anonymous student turned out well in your estimation. thanks for the update.

i don't feel okay about it though.

i spoke to her and find it dissatisfactory that she must retake the class with the verbally offensive sexistly and particularly seemingly racially discriminatory professor as well, based on what i know of the case.

who has the burden of proof here?
i saw what went on.

i think she should have her grade restored due to the disabling effects of anxiety that might affect any student receiving double hostilities verbally.

what else would define hostile atmosphere?

also, i do not want to alienate your support of the new videostreaming technologies platforms that will make the digitization of classes affordable for future ADA access rights expansion.

there is a meeting at 3pm tuesday with bartelt matranga flores eckford and perhaps kendis
any and all may email susan matranga for more info.
supposedly the new dean supports.
in demonstration with kendis

how would the brown act apply to the classroom?

and of course i do not want you to be alienated from the anthropology clubs dreams of big fundraising for the africa trip.

i am at ASO and hope to find out more about ASO fundraising guidelines.

i also apologize for my impatience with ASO, because there is such a wealth of human potential here.

re: the islamophobic comments which may or may not have been faculty originating, but were (according to you) staff-originating. i did not seek to misrepresent.

i find that the notion of best practices business management would have all staff clearly documented as to harassment training.

you should have budget allocation for this.

please accept my apology.  i respect you so much! i need your help too and the wealth of your legal knowledge!

any help you can lend to fundraising or future equality of learning atmosphere, would be greatly appreciated by myself, and others no doubt.

i am also open to accepting apologies in writing, or written legal defenses, from the professors/staff who misspoke,played grossly inappropriate racist and sexist film, and/or covered for them.

thanks and have a lovely weekend,
mary eng
the IT blocks must be addressed before we can proceed as well as the new routers for web permeation